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2011 birthday wishlist...because I am bored...

2011-11-17T22:08:00.008+08:00

so I'm in the middle of the most important examination in my high school life...

SPM

useless piece of shit

anywayz...my birthday is in between SPM...~~how great is that???~~
it absolutely sucks...
so for my 3 days break of the 1st week of SPM...I shall post my birthday wishlist!!!
why???because I am pretty I am getting none of this...
to cure my sadness...I shall just look at the picture for a long long time...~~and maybe it might come out of the computer screen...~~

My Birthday Wishlist!!!
see the pretty pretty design of this album???T_T
it's the 2NE1 1st live concert album...
it comes with a poster...
I feel depress...

2NE1's 1st album...
the To Anyone album...
been wanting this for so long...haiz...

2NE1's 1st mini album...
see how pretty and blue it is???
I hate my life...

BIGBANG's special edition album...
the design of this album is so fucking pretty!!!
WHY???

Tablo's Fever's end album...
how can you not get this?!?!?!

Secret's Moving in Secret album...
haiz...

Etude House Malaysia has launched their new Nymph Aura Collection...
and I have to have this Nymph Aura Volumer!!!

and being the nail polish addict I am...
I would love the person forever if they can get this collection for me before it sells out...
it's limited edition...
curse you SPM!!!sob sob...

I need this loose powder!!!
my friend highly recommended it...

I have no primer...so I need one...
and books...I need books!!!and also stuff I like like beads would be nice too!!!

Graduation night 2011...

2011-10-21T17:44:00.002+08:00

Tonight is my graduation!!!wee~~~
don't ask why are we having our graduation why we haven't even taken our SPM...not my problem...
and why did I even attend???thanks Joh...Rachel...*stares*
anywayz...I do not know whether I regret it or not...

so I put on a honey yogurt mask before I bath...
and it did wonders!!!the red lessen!!!woohoo!!!
and I did some trial with eye shadow colours~~~

I wanted to put some eye shadow then eyeliner...but I couldn't draw the eyeliner properly...so I ended up redoing it more than 5 times...I gave up on eye shadow...
the end look was ok...

just when I was finished it rained...thanks rain...
and I forgotten to take my graduation gown...
I braid my hair too!!!it's a rope braid!!!
Crystal was a total noob at makeup!!!but we helped her and she became prettier!!!

Crystal...Joh...and I went to SJK(C) Chee Wen Sri Jeffery Cheah's Auditorium...
there were so many well-dressed students!!!and...some of the guys actually looked hot...hahaha!!!and most of the girls are sexy and pretty!!!

we hanged out...took a lot of pictures...registered...talked...I videoed...

so I didn't think I was that pretty tonight...but everybody's reaction when they saw me was like...
"are you Icy???"

"Oh My God!!!you look so different!!!"

"I thought you looked familiar!!!then I looked at your legs!!!"

"someone ask me to see you!!!they keep saying Icy pretty leh!!!"

"you look so pretty today!!!"

"CL!!!"
but I don't really think I look any different...
my friend said it's because I am not wearing glasses and my hair is down...ok...
so a lot of people wanted to take pictures with me...
I even have to take 1 with JiaNai...urgh...

I videoed some Delphi videos...will post the video after editing...I fell while videoing...lol...
so the talking was boring...but I managed to use my ipod!!!

we had this awards like most outstanding student...
we created a wave if any of our classmates won anything!!!we did it for Anisa!!!sorry I forgotten the title you won...
for most outstanding male student...a lot of people expected Winson...but he didn't win...
I think it's quite bias...or maybe I'm bias...anywayz he totally deserve it...
then took my certificate!!!it was lame...it wasn't even our real cert...

and take more pictures after that...
and went to eat at Murni!!!

so we walked in...and saw some of our schoolmate...
there was a lengzai...and Joh told me...
"I always noticed him because he is very handsome...and he was looking at you..."
actually I noticed him looking at me...but it doesn't matter...he has a girlfriend...hahaha!!!
nice to know I actually looked good...

anywayz I reached home at 1am...and my father was furious...
but it's because he thought I went elsewhere without his permission...and he didn't know...so...misunderstanding...

the day went well...but it seems to bring a negative impact to some...haiz...shouldn't have go...

NS...

2011-07-10T11:55:00.004+08:00

form 5 students of 2011...we dreaded the 1 day where we will get choosen...for...

National Service

aka NS...

what we do is...key in your IC number...
then see results...
click to enlarge...
Maaf! Anda tidak terpilih untuk menyertai PLKN Siri 9/2012. Terima kasih.

MAAF???IT'S TANIAH LA!!!AHAHAHAHAHA!!!
sorry Dazz for scamming you~~~
WE DID NOT KENA!!!HOORAY!!!
MUAHAHAHAHA!!!
after I saw that I jumped from my laptop to my kitchen!!!
so shiok!!!

U-Kiss~~~

2011-07-08T23:51:00.004+08:00

anyway...time for some K-pop!!!
my blog needs some K-pop updates yo...
so I'm gonna give it to you!!!

first!!!
U-Kiss Album Showcase!!!
it was a open venue...at Pavillion!!!
I even took fancams!!!

and that is the whole showcase...LOL!!!
but there were frekaing bitches at the back of us...

I was one of the tallest there...so there were girls who wanted to stand in front of me...
someone asked nicely...ok I'm fine...you can stand in front of me...I can still see...
after that I went nearer to my friend...and 2 bitches at back were complaining about us...just because they short and cannot see they go and shout at us to squad down...
oh sorry if I'm so tall and I'm blocking your view...I am trying my very best to bend down badly ok...
and you bitches even shout at a small young girl who also wanted to take pictures...selfish bitches...
I stared at them for 5 seconds then they only shut up...
I even call them assholes...I said it loud enough for them to hear...
and I think the guards were also sick of them...
the 2 bitches look like college students...and they were fucking short...

anywayz...Kevin was such a sweetheart that night~~~
stupid banners blocking us...

Kevin the sweetheart~~~

Kiseop so cute here!!!haha!!!
but I feel sad for Kiseop...he looks like he was avoiding his fan the whole time...haha!!!

for more pictures click this link!!!
U-Kiss Showcase 10 June 2011by the way...I'm not the photographer...my friend is...
I am the video taper...haha!!!

bonding with classmates...

2011-07-07T12:22:00.009+08:00

everything I posted was depressing...let me post something cheerfulish...

so...the most recent event in school was 5 Delphi's english week PAWs for Pause Promotion...
and what we had to do was sing on stage...LOL...
we sang Black Eye Peas's Where is the love...

People killing people dying
Children hurtin you hear them crying
Can you practice what you preach
Would you turn the other cheek?
Father Father Father help us
Send some guidance from above
Cause people got me got me questioning
Where is the love?

What's wrong with the world mama?
People living like aint got no mamas
I think the whole worlds addicted to the drama
Only attracted to the things that bring you trauma
Overseas yeah we tryin to stop terrorism
But we still got terrorists here livin
In the USA the big CIA the Bloodz and the Crips and the KKK
But if you only have love for your own race
Then you only leave space to discriminate
And to discriminate only generates hate
And if you hatin you're bound to get irate
Yeah madness is what you demonstrate
And that's exactly how anger works and operates
You gotta have love just to set it straight
Take control of your mind and meditate
Let your soul gravitate to the love y'all

People killing people dying
Children hurtin you hear them crying
Can you practice what you preach
Would you turn the other cheek?
Father Father Father help us
Send some guidance from above
Cause people got me got me questioning
Where is the love?(where is the lovex3)(the love2x)
I did not rap...Anisa did...but she did a good job at it...
though some friends of mine said I could do better than her...
but the bitch said this to me...
"you should have rap...you could have done better...
Anisa have NO talent..."ok...like WTF???
you do not say people have no talent!!!say it nicely...Anisa can rap so much better than you so shut up and don't say she has no talent...

anywayz...
a picture~~~
look at our awesome PAWsome t-shirts!!!
I look fairly happy...
we went up on stage singing!!!
and we can conclude that 5 Delphi have no talented singers...haha!!!

anywayz...
another happy memory was going to Taylor's lakeside campus!!!
beautiful place I tell ya!!!

and 1Murid1Sekolah day!!!
I love this picture so much!!!
credit to Blurkidd aka Priscilla!!!the brilliant photographer!!!
my friends so mean...push me down...

we use Pris's DSLR to camwhore!!!
thanks for removing my pimples!!!

and Teacher's day...
my G sucks...
sorry GD!!!

yay cupcakes!!!
happy times...

Delphi > Explorer or Explorer > Delphi???

2011-07-07T11:21:00.003+08:00

yo...listen up...this is my tragic story...just to break it in my heart...KICK IT!!!lol...that was zha dou...

Dazz told me something...when she is angry she has the urge to cook...ok not the point...
then I asked what do I do when I am angry???she answered blogging...THAT IS SO TRUE!!!

anywayz...need to rephrase that...when I am angry and crying...yea...
I seriously need to blog...I have been ignoring my blog on purpose...
well for 1 thing...I gotta be on the computer less...and...I do not want my blog to be filled with angry and hatred and sadness and mainly emoness...

today is report day day...aka parents teachers day...hoo-not-ray...
so I woke up...got dressed and head on to school with my father...
I predicted it is gonna be very very fast...why???
my class teacher who is also my addmaths teachers doesn't know I exist...well...at least I think she doesn't...even if she did...she doesn't even know my name...
I overheard my english teacher who is my former class teacher telling her who am I...and then only she started searching for my report card...wow...

I seriously pity my class monitor...have to sit there with 2 teachers...and nobody to talk to...even Explorer was so lively...ok...I am being biased...
but seriously...Delphi is like a cemetery...

well...my addmaths teacher couldn't say much about me...
she was just talking about my marks...my marks...that's about it...
so on to my english teacher and my father's conversation...
"she is a very good girl..."
"how is this good???her results are like this!!!"
"her results are still okay..."
"how is she in class???"
"she is adapting in class..."
"she kept telling me she is unhappy..."
"she is adapting...this is the best class!!!"
"how can they just transfer her like that???why was she even transferred???"
*omg...I thought I told my father about this like 10 times...*
"because she is taking accounts..."
*not necessarily...some people who take accounts isn't transferred to Delphi...because their scared she cannot keep up...WHAT ABOUT ME???*
"this is the best class!!!"
*yea...with the worst teachers...*
"they didn't even gave her a choice...and her results are like this!!!"
*my father meant by it's getting worse*
"I will study..."
"do you feel threaten by your classmates???"
*smiles fakely*
"yes I do..."
*hides face behind the trials exam schedule...*
It's something like that...
then I had to walk home...on the verge of crying...

my mom was still home...
then she took my report card and look at it...
then I just cried...
I wasn't sad that my results were like that...but because I feel like I can do better...but I'm in Delphi...I don't think I can do well with Delphi...
plus the teachers are so fucking useless...especially the fucking physics teacher...
want me to listen to her when she kept teaching the wrong things...

I really fucking hate Delphi teachers...most of them...but not all...

my mom told me it's just 6 more months...6 bloody months...can I suicide???
my mom also asked if I wanted to go back to Explorer...she says she can go find the headmistress...
I don't think I want to anymore...
half a year spent in Delphi = half a year away from Explorereven if I go back...it will be too noisy to study...because the boys there increased...and not the quiet shy type but the rough and playful type...
now 5 Explorer is the worse class in 2011...
they have the best teachers...but the worse students...
and if I go back...sure still a "pendatang asing"...

and another problem is my future...
I still don't know what to take...seriously...I am afraid I might waste my parents money on college if I don't pass at all...nobody wants to study something they don't like...
even if I can choose my own course...I'm afraid I can't find a job and still waste my parents money...

my mom says that I should go Monash...and take muffy...and take a simple and non complicated course...

I talked to my father too...
he says I should go take a proper degree then only take a course I really want...
but I don't want...
so what the fuck am I gonna do???

seriously considering suicide...
people should be grateful if they can choose the course they want to take...
and yea...I cried while writing this...

the world of Delphi...

2011-05-29T22:39:00.003+08:00

it's been months since I have been trapped in the world of Delphi of 5...
and everyday...I would plan my escape...to the world next to Delphi...it's named Explorer...and the only thing that is stopping me from going back is The White Wall...

but actually I just walk from the side of the wall...
something else was controlling me...pulling me back to Delphi...
some weird black dot...that controls most things...
anyway...it was that stupid teacher who thinks she is so smart...not the black dot...the black dot just keeps me in place...

anyway...back to reality...
I still hate my class...I hate some of my teachers more than ever...n classmates???duh...

but today...Jo talked to me...actually she chat with me on msn...
she told me a classmate of mine who wished to remain anonymous...told her about me...n talked about me too...
Jo told me to remember that I complaint about my class in tuition...
and yea I remember...
well they told Jo that I ain't making an effort to bond with the class...
I will just be talking about our talk in this whole post...

Question	Answer
Why don't you try bonding with your classmates?	well...I know the feeling of someone suddenly coming into one's already bonded group...there will always be one person in there thinking "WTF...why is this girl on our group???"...
anyway...why complain about them???	I won't complain without a reason... I remember when I started in that class...I already got 3 comments about me going into that class...I lost my hope in connecting with the class... and I know some complaint about my results...my lousy results...so yea...complaint...
trying talking to the dude in front of you...	I think I talk to him the most...but he is too smart...so how to communicate...
try talking to SM...	tried...don't think we will click well...
one of the main reasons you are not bonding in the class is because you spend most of your time sleeping...stop sleeping!!!	I only sleep in class when useless teachers teach...like math...and addmath...well after Mr Kek leaves...then back to useless teacher...that's about it... plus...I'm so depress everyday that I go on my computer every night for comfort from my best friends...and my awesome twitter Key-loving friend...and I have to rant on twitter to prevent suicidal attempts...I stay up late to find refuge online...so yea...
your classmates say you seem nice...	are you sure you aren't making this up???last thing I expect them to say was I seem nice...
forgive and forget what happened...	I can forgive...never forget...
I'm sure Xin Inn wants you to socialize with them...	yes she does...doesn't mean I have to...
stop hating...people ain't gonna hate forever...	then are we gonna stop hating JA???
I'll buy you a GD&TOP album~~~	I rather buy it myself then...
I'll get you a GD shirt~~~	it's RM100+...
anything for you to bond with your class...	...

actually at the beginning of the conversation...she told me not to be angry...
and yea...I didn't get angry or mad...
but I cried...tear flowed...and flooded my face...
luckily she can't see my face...
I bet she sensed I have some emotional thing...just not crying...
I don't know why I cried...maybe I was still sad about being in Delphi...
or even touched...but I'm not sure how...
I even imagined myself crying everyday in school now...
it made me feel worse actually...
I don't know...I kept thinking about this conversation...
I know I hated my class mainly because 50% classmates and 50% teachers...
but now it's like 10% classmates and 90% teachers...

I still hate them though...
now I think about it...I'm not welcomed in Explorer or Delphi anymore...
I'm like a pendatang asing to both classes now...
I'm never gonna fit in anywhere...
I'm always gonna be like this...
my form 5 life is ruined...and people say form 5 should be your best year...
well then...
FUCK MY LIFE

Last time Vs Now...

2011-04-10T12:20:00.004+08:00

Last time...
I used to be strong...

Last time...
I could have beaten up a guy...

Last time...
I can take days of bullying...

Last time...
I could tolerate bullshit...

Last time...
I was discipline...(well...more discipline...)

Last time...
I hardly disrespect a teacher...or even curse...

Last time...
I was insane...

Last time...
I was happier...

Last time...
I was relax...

Last time...
I wouldn't think about suiciding...

Last time...
I wouldn't cry that much...

Last time...
I cared about school...

Last time...
I had fun...

Last time...
I could be free to rant on twitter...

Last time...
I only blog about happy things...

Last time...
I make people happy...instead of making them worry...

Last time...
I had free time...

Last time...
I could talk about my feelings...

Last time...
I never had a cold shoulder with my friends...

Last time...
I never had been late to school...

Last time...
I was better...

Now...
I'm not...

Last time...
I wish it was last time...
but it will never change reality...

Unhappiness in a letter...

2011-04-10T11:43:00.004+08:00

Dear 5 Delphi,

I do know that you (obviously) hate me...a lot...and I appretiate that...I really do...because I hate you all just as much...

I know some (well...most...) of you like to talk behind my back as a really entertaining past time...don't get me wrong...it's fun to do it...I do it to you too...*inserts smiley face*
and yes...I know about it...don't worry...I know my results are really low...at least I have a life...and if you want to know why I'm getting so low...it's because I fucking hate your class until I have no intention of actually studying...like I kept saying...I don't belong...and I would like you to know that I won't become a Delphian...I don't like to study...and am not discipline...deal with it...

I know you hate me talking and talking and singing and singing...especially when it's 90% about k-pop...well...I don't like when you guys talk when I don't and I talk when you don't...it's baffling me when you guys talk...seriously...

I would like to also tell Jia Nai that I really really hate you...and the only reason I'm still stuck with you it's because
a)you cling to me...
b)I need help in my homework...
c)I'm so freaking patient...
so you lucky bitch...I could have gotten rid of you like what Joh did...but I'm too kind...
and the rant goes on...I should probably just write 1 single letter to you...and when I mean write I really mean paper and pen write...and mail it to you...

I would like to thank the monitor...I'm really touched that you always include me in a 5 Delphi tag...but...I really don't feel like I belong...but thank you anyways...

and yes...I know I'm gonna be last in the class...I mind being last...but I don't mind being in a bad class with awesome teachers...

oh yeah...Delphi teachers...you suck...some are decent...but most of you suck...

this is the worse thin that has ever happen in my entire life...I feel depress for no reason every single day...I'm becoming quieter...becoming distant...I'm scared...I don't want all this...I'm getting pressured...I have no friends...I sleep in class everyday...I fucking hate classes...I also became less active...and joining any class activity...and always suppressing my tears...I already cried 5 times just because I hate Delphi...

fuck that teacher who changed my class...fuck you...fuck Delphi...fuck my life...

I just wish I can suicide...but I'm not Korean...I won't take my life away that easily...but I wish I could...thanks for nothing Delphi...

what will happen to me???

Sincerely,
Depress Shit...

PS thanks you ruining my last year in secondary school...what a way for me to remember it for life...

holiday=my getaway...

2011-03-16T00:09:00.007+08:00

well...it's the holidays...and I am super duper happy!!!
why???mainly it's because I can get a break out of that class...
and I recently went out with my friends...

Joh...Chyi...Rachel...Leena...Dhani...
yea~~~I had a fun day!!!I bought the most awesomest thing!!!at Etude House!!!
I use to detest it but now I like it!!!because they really have good taste in using 2NE1 to advertise!!!
so I went in there...they were having a sale!!!and so I went to the BB cream section...
just because Dara advertise it~~~

I know I cannot look like her...but she looks so gorgeous then I just had to buy...
then BB cream bottle was big!!!twice their normal size 1!!!and it was on 30% sale!!!
RM60+ reduce to RM40+!!!
I want...
but I couldn't decide so I asked Chyi and Joh opinion...
they of course said buy...but the fact that I obviously can't weat BB cream to school everyday...why buy it now???
but it was on 30% sale...

while walking around...Chyi saw a 2NE1 lip tint!!!RM25++ and only 10% off...
but it's so cool!!!it's green but changes colours when in contact with lips...and it can change to pink or red or occasionally purple!!!and the salesgirl told me that I can wear it to school!!!but what if my lips turn purple???I would like to see my lips turn purple!!!especially in school!!!
if only I was rich...I would buy almost everything in Etude House...
they were 2NE1 pencil eyeliner too...and 2NE1 jewelry pencil...not going to get those...
doesn't it look like CL???

it looks plain to me...but it's cute...

Follow Me!!!
I will follow you 2NE1!!!

isn't it so pretty???

my precious baby lip tint!!!

green is the new pink in lip tint!!!

the lovely design that I cannot get bored of...

anyway...because of me dragging Joh and Chyi to Etude House they both bought something too!!!
see!!!real friends!!!

we all went to eat korean food!!!then karaoke!!!
it wasn't as high as I expected...but I had fun!!!
later I bought this keychain...

I am obsessed with Plants Vs Zombie!!!so I bought 2!!!1 for me and my equally obsessed cousin!!!

later...the fun bit...getting home...without parent's transport...
the problem...to get home in time for tuition...
other obstacle to prevent me from solving the problem...

My Father...
he doesn't want to drive me back because he thinks it's too troublesome...

My Mother...
working far away frun Sunway...and not coming back any time soon...

My Bro...
would just rather play his game and call my father to fetch me instead...

Joh's father...
didn't on his phone...

Joh's mother...
heartlessly went to Taiwan without Joh...

Taxi...
afraid of getting rape...
and taxi fare so expensive...

and it was raining...so bus was out of the option...
but in the end we took the bus...ran through the might be acid rain because of the Japan nuclear plant blew up thing...
so...that's my day...

Delphi teachers...classmates...and the crappyness...

2011-03-15T23:14:00.002+08:00

it has been more than a month since I was transferred to delphi...the smart ass class...

smart ass class means the school doesn't want to waste awesome teachers with know it all students...
so we got all the worse teachers in 1 class...nice...
I am not smart ass enough to be in that class...
honestly...after I joined delphi...I began sleeping in every class...stop doing any homework...never paid attention in class...never been so high...never socialize...and always find a way to get out of class...
I wanted to skip the whole year of school...
want to know my teachers???

Biology...
she is the same as my old class...but...I began sleeping in her class...
different class with different atmosphere...

Chemistry...
she is good...but...my old class 1 was better...not much to complain about her...

Physics...
one of the worse teachers in the class...
emphasize on the worse!!!
she only makes us do notes and nothing else...nothing else...
fucking hate her...

English...
I just don't like her giving us homework...
but she puts me to sleep too...

BM...
he cannot teach AT ALL!!!
nobody does his work...I seriously pity him because I never done his work ever since I went in this class...I think I will fail because of him...

Mathematics...
the most experienced teacher teaching in delphi...
but...the most boring too...

Additional Mathematics...
because of her...I can never love addmath period anymore...
notes notes notes...that's all she knows...
and to top it off...she is pregnant...
just hope she leaves soon...
I cannot have a happy form 5 because of her...

Moral and PJK...
the same asshole teacher...how can the same teacher teach us 2 subjects...it's unfair...
now moral is a drag because we have to do our own notes...
and for PJK...we have no freedom...nice...

History...
argh...I had to endure her last year...and now her again...sleeping time increased...

Sivik...
It's a useless subject...so...

Accounts...
I find her not good...average...

I think that is all...for teachers that is...

for students...
SNSD fan freaks...nice...very nice...but the boys are much more friendlier to me...in a way...
except that the boys doesn't like 2NE1...
and for girls...I just can't get along with them...they love Super Junior...
I don't really love super junior...just Yesung...
ahh...I can only get along with Anisa...she 2pm and SHINee fan...
why am I in that class???
plus none of them like bigbang...how can you not like bigbang?!?!?!especially G-Dragon~~~
not liking them is fine...but they say that the MV is overrated...
the MV is overrated because it is in LA...dumb asses...
see...I cannot cope with them...
plus me and my weird personality...bet they don't want to...
my friends are all personality and not much looks...
and I'm ok with that...I love my friends!!!
even if they don't have the same interest with me...I'm fine because we can click in some ways!!!like...makeup???and taunting???and plain school stuff...
and the worse classmate is that bitch!!!urgh...I think calling her a bitch is too kind...I need a stronger word...

so...I'm asking myself why ain't I suffering from depression yet???I must be too hyper...or too much endorphins...
I wish I can just...sui-
on second thought...I wish the whole world just ended...

2011 isn't getting any better...

2011-03-15T23:09:00.002+08:00

I haven't been blogging much...why???
I'm too upset to even blog...
that's the reason...plus the happy doesn't seen to encourage me to blog...
anyway...
just to update...

I still hate my current class!!!

seriously...I didn't think I would hate delphi until now...
the class cannot grow on me...
with all the crappy teachers...seriously...worse class with the worse teachers...nice...

let me just add all the rantings on teacher on 1 post and classmates on other post...I'm afraid that this post might be long...
urgh...
2011 is not my year...

5 Explorer -> DELPHI?!?!?!

2011-01-24T21:10:00.003+08:00

no matter how happy I am...I wouldn't be blogging here...
when I need to vent my feelings...blogspot is always here for me...

ok well...neglecting my blog for tumblr...but tumblr isn't as reliable as blogspot~~~
tumblr is sometimes a bitch...
bloggy always there for me~~~
plus don't want people to know...

anyway...went DiGi Kpop Live party...had fun...blablabla...
don't feel like blogging that...

worse news of my life!!!

I am changing class!!!

maybe changing class ain't a big deal to you...but it is to me!!!
and I thought SPM ruined my 2011...
changing class will not only ruin my life but make me feel like suicide!!!
ok...maybe my class isn't worth dying for...but if I go Delphi...
I'm gonna get high blood pressure...stroke...heart attack...
and I'm too young to have those!!!
well...I would be ok...if...

Ms Bitch isn't there...

~~VERY BAD~~inexperienced teachers...

SNSD fan freaks...

you know what let me just write a list of why I don't want to change class...

Ms Bitch is there...

REALLY BAD teachers there...

nobody to take over monitor and head of cleanliness title...

Ms Bitch still there...

average grade drop...

Heartattack...

stroke...

high blood pressure...

stress...

depression...

want Pn Yek teach me addmaths...

waste my books...

need stay after school...

tolerate the bitch...

will suicide...

that is mainly it...
and I can't imagine being in such a nerd class...
90%+ average...while 3rd last is 70%+...2nd last 60%+...last is 50%+...
last place dude is moving out...so...I shall be the last...great...
rather be 1st in the last class than last in the first class...

so I shall write about what would happen tomorrow...

I went into the class. I look around for a seat with my friend XI. There were only 2 seats at the back. So, I reluctantly walk towards the back and took my seat. Everybody was so polite and charming...to XI. I was not the popular or even the beautiful people so I would not blend in. I rather not hang out with them anyway. Now I was alone, but I did not mind I prefer to be alone in this class. Oh wait! Somebody was walking my way. Oh please do not let it be Ms Bitch! It was really Ms Bitch... After 30 minutes of crap, I could not take it anymore! LET ME GO BACK TO WHERE I ONCE WAS!
OH GREAT! SOME BOYS WERE SINGING GIRLS' GENERATION SONGS FOR BACKGROUND MUSIC FOR ME!!!
I better run run run run run...
I grabbed a sharp scissors and marched to the teacher's room whom spoke to me before.

"Change me back to Explorer!!!" I demanded.

"Why are you not satisfied? You are being upgraded from your class. There isn't anything bad about it." She calmly answered.

"You upgraded me to a class where I can't cope with the higher standard of studying! No friends! No experienced teachers. No Nothing!!! How am I suppose to survive there?" I felt so frustrated.

"How can you say that after only 1 day? Life is about changing. Next time when you go to work you will meet and work with people you can't stand. Every teacher is the same. It's how you study for it. You can always make new friends sometimes you just got to let old friends go." she smiled.

"ARGH!!!I'M TIRED OF TALKING TO YOU!!!" I pulled out the scissors from my pocket and place it at my wrist. "CHANGE ME OR I WILL SLIT MY WRIST." Now she only panic. Very nice.

"Put the scissors down...it ain't worth it. "

"You're right...I should kill you!!!" I tried stabbing her but was pulled away by some PJ teachers. After I was calmed, they sent me to the school's council.

I love Ms Lai but...not her counciling me.
"Why did you do that?" she said in her naturally high pitched voice.
I can tell it is going to be a long year...

beware...it might happen tomorrow...or not...

end of the 1st school week...

2011-01-07T15:49:00.002+08:00

conclusion...even if it is the 1st school...homework kills you!!!
yes they are really deadly...
especially on SPM year...
on just one whole week you can die...and I'm not exaggerating...
this does not even include all the freaking projects...or folio...
subjects include bm...physics...chemistry...biology...moral...
even addmaths have folio!!!
~~I love form 5 life!!!~~right...but I will enjoy it!!!

so many homework...so little computer time...
I don't want my holiday to be filled with homework...and studies...
don't want to waste my precious school year...
need more kpop!!!

not a good start...

2011-01-03T22:24:00.003+08:00

first day of school...and I was almost late...
had to run there...
was thinking of singing Hello by SHINee on the way...
~~so I thought the day would get better...~~
looks like it is a curse...

when I went in the school...I went to 4E...but I saw form 3s sitting there...
then I remember...new year...new form...I was 5E...
luckily for those pengawases I was able to find my class...and sat down...

and boring perhimpunan started...~~great to see Pn Teo again!!!~~
she is still the same...strict...
this is so not good...

anyway...new classroom...on the 3rd floor...so sad...
far away from exit...and far away from the canteen...

so...Cik Chow is our class teacher again...
most teachers are the same...except for...bm...moral...sejarah...and chemistry...
at least those change!!!

and nice of Cik Chow to pick me as head of cleanliness...how am I clean???
my room is a freaking mess...anyway...last year...needs credit points...so what the heck???

I would rather be the Ah Long in the class...I can make all of them pay up...
because I am that awesome!!!no pay you die...
Ah Long position went to CC!!!so sad...
other than that...Mok is my assistant...~~hooray!!!~~
just hope he can actually work...

I would also rather be head of decorations...it's like quite easy...you mainly work in the beginning of the year...
while head of cleanliness have to work whole year round everyday!!!
and we are getting tags for it...~~I can go around show it off to jealous people...~~

anyway...not a happy year...even on the first there is addmath homework...

and I started chemistry tuition with Rachel Mummy!!!
it's understandable!!!means it's good...

anyway...HOMEWORK : ~~BEST THING IN YOUR LIFE!!!~~

it's New Year...

2011-01-01T01:22:00.002+08:00

OMG!!!it's the new year!!!

2011

but...it ain't a happy new year...
I'm predicting it's the worse new year I'm gonna experience...
SPM year...
and the year I'm suppose to choose a career path...
I don't know what I want to do the rest of my life...
I'm the type who gets bored easily and must change...
I can't eat the same food everyday or I will puke...
I can't always do the same things all the time...I get bored easily...
office work ain't cut out for me...
designing...I suck at drawing damn it...why is it so hard to find a decent career path...
my IQ is damn low...medicine is out...I might kill everyone...

I don't even want to think about this...frustrating!!!

and the restrictions of 2011...less computer...means less internet...and means less K-pop...I can't leave my husbands and boyfriends and wifes...
I cannot survive without them in my life...
less Yesung Yunho Taemin Minho Key GD BoA 2ne1 time...

bra!!!

2010-12-29T17:24:00.004+08:00

oh my god!!!I'm so freaking happy!!!
not even Dazz can ruin my day!!!
because I have been wanting it for so long!!!

I went shopping with my mom...at IOI jusco...
and I finally got what I wanted...
bras...
yea...needed them...all my other bras are like washed out...

so...finally...new bras!!!wee!!!
I was so in need of these...plus the size is just nice!!!

3rd Karaoke this month!!!

2010-12-28T17:50:00.003+08:00

woo!!!went karaoke again!!!I think I am really addicted to it!!!
well...I love singing...but doesn't mean I am seriously good at it...
but it's fun!!!and addicting!!!

anyway I sang every single song...even Lies and Haru Haru!!!they so rock!!!
turning into big bang fan too!!!

the sad thing was...someone tagged along...she isn't even a Kpop fan...and she tagged along...
she said she wanted to sleep...how can somebody sleep in a karaoke room while we are so high???
we don't even know the Kpop song she know...
and she wanted to play my ipod...no way!!!I'm seriously afraid of her...
she also had to put her feet on the table...nice...
and lie down on the couch...why was she with us anyway???FUCK...
she even comment that we sang the song twice...so what???WE WANT TO!!!
and she played all the english songs...WHO CARES ABOUT ENGLISH SONGS WHEN KPOP IS HOT RIGHT NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!
I didn't even sing No Other!!!so pissed...

ok...happy thoughts...
YeeFen bought a mastermind album and dip in a lucky draw...and she got a meet and greet pass to the DiGi Kpop live concert...I hope she don't rape them...AHAHAHA!!!
her dream come true!!!to see her true loves...Kikwang and Doojoon...

and I bought this hairband!!!I'm planning to wear it to school!!!so...I'm done...

best Christmas!!!

2010-12-25T17:50:00.006+08:00

I went out with my aunt on Christmas!!!
well...my youngest aunt...my eldest aunt...my grandmother and cousin!!!
we went to IOI mall!!!
and ate TGIF!!!I have never eaten there at all!!!first time!!!
I ordered some sandwich!!!so delicious!!!
and tried out nachos!!!plus baked potato and celery...and roasted chicken!!!
nowonder I ever ate there...it's expensive...
and my aunt wanted me to fake my birthday...because TGIF

after that we watched Tron Legacy!!!and in 3D!!!

it was awesome!!!but the ending...not so much...

after the movie I rushed to buy Christmas presents for AWW and AWQ's Christmas Party!!!
I bought bought these rubber bracelets!!!
there were some with hearts and a arrow across!!!I bought that for AWW and her boyfriend...Kev...
I am such a good friend...
I bought 1 for AWQ too...and 1 for myself!!!

and I rushed to their party!!!
presented them with their presents!!!
and to realize they didn't buy me a gift...WHAT KIND OF FRIENDS ARE YOU???
and AWQ asked wky did AWW receive 2 bracelets...that is because she has a boyfriend...would buy for her if she had a boyfriend...
but I want the bracelet back if AWW breaks up with him!!!kekeke!!!

slept during the first half of the party...AWW and AWQ busy with their own friends...plus I do not know how to play texas poker...

then played charades...the punishment sucks!!!eat the sweet jelly...very sweet...
and time to open presents...
except that I don't have any!!!

AWQ bought AWW couple rings!!!
the rings were gay...but cute...
while AWW bought couple necklaces...and from Diva!!!
1 necklace could cost RM20++...
and it was gay was Kev...guys should wear necklaces with thick chain...
and Kev didn't wear the necklace for AWW...because there were too many people...I feel like slapping him...

luckily my bracelets weren't that gay...

time to go home...
and have a

Merry 2010 Christmas!!!

no more lonely Christmas Eve...

2010-12-24T20:58:00.004+08:00

woke up early...and went to buy exercise books at school...
suppose to meet Dazz...but she so late!!!and my mom agreed to let Dazz follow us!!!it's a miracle!!!because my mom doesn't like her much...ehehe...

but she came so freaking late...
we bought the books and she still didn't reach yet...and her phone credit had to be finish...smart ass...
I even sent her RM3 phone credit...and she didn't even thank me!!!nice...

we couldn't wait for her in school...because my mom had to sent my bro to the temple by 2pm...
so I just ask Dazz to come by 12.15pm...
she finally came!!!and she brought her books...her mom came and took it home...
our parents don't like each other's daughter...hahaha!!!

anyway...
small e e took us out for lunch!!!
after lunch we went IOI mall!!!
watched Gulliver's Travel!!!

it's funny!!!but not as funny as expected...

IOI's redbox is so big!!!so nice!!!want to go karaoke there!!!
Dazz and I went to Popular...we bought revision/reference books...
this reminded me...SPM year...is here...I'm dead...

anyway...I fulfilled Dazz's wish on Christmas eve...
no more lonely Christmas eve...

2011 ruined...

2010-12-22T23:52:00.005+08:00

my 2011 ruined...
why???
because...
rumor has it...

2011 SPM will be on
15nov-14dec

AGAIN AND AGAIN KAROKE!!!

2010-12-22T23:52:00.003+08:00

wee!!!2nd time karaoke!!!
I love karaoke!!!went with AWW and AWQ!!!
we sang so many songs!!!
includes Big Bang lies!!!I love that song!!!
man man honey too!!!but no shiguda...
but they have it hurts by 2ne1!!!
we got so high!!!if only there was High High...NU ABO...mirotic...
RedBox hates me!!!

after that...we lost our voice!!!hahaha!!!
I helped AWW n AWQ find a Christmas present for their father...
they were debating on which belt to buy!!!
they finally choose a black polo leather belt!!!

and we went around sunway to find presents for their own friends!!!
AWW wants to find couple stuff...mainly couple necklace???
but we didn't have much time...

but karaoke rocks!!!I think I'm addicted to it...

just spamming my happiness~~~

2010-12-21T23:39:00.007+08:00

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down the road of my street...my place...my hometown...

2010-12-19T23:53:00.003+08:00

well...my father want to go back to Penang...~~yipee...~~
I don't know if I'm suppose to be happy...but...I felt happy...

17 December 2010,Friday
we started our journey...in the morning...
I slept for a while but it seems enough...
we didn't stop at Ipoh...we went straight to Penang!!!
we ate at our usual hawker stall!!!damn nice!!!
and my bro ended up having stomach ache...it's his symptom when he goes to Penang...

anyway...meet my relatives...scary scary aunts...you don't know the psychological torture they bring me...
they don't know how fragile I can be...
oh wait...I'm strong...
it is them who is stronger...when I was young...they bit my arm every time I see them...that's why I'm so scared...
that doesn't count as child abuse...but it's unforgettable...

so...met them...they haven't change...well except for their age...
I just play on my ipod...the usual twitter...tumblr...not facebook and messenger anymore...they suck...on my ipod I mean...

we didn't go out until night...
go Gurney Drive!!!eat Lok Lok!!!yay Lok Lok!!!and my bro the joykiller...but he loves Lok Lok...he seems so sad unable to eat...

and we went to the Gurney Drive mall!!!because I had to buy face cleanser...ran out of it...
and I bought a new ipod cover!!!

I know it's hello kitty...but I wanted the Winne the Pooh one...but it was loose...
at least I didn't get the pink one...

18 December 2010,Saturday
today we went temple visiting!!!
went to my grandparents temple there...it's the same...

then to the high up in the mountain temple...had to walk...up...
but there wasn't much people...because its not holiday???
yea...

after that temple...we went to the sleeping Buddha temple...and prayed for my other decease relative...

and the last one with Confucious in it...but I couldn't find it...
and it was so damn smoky...too many joysticks...teary eyes...

after that...we visited our useless cousin...Nick...
he went to Australia to study...
we heard he failed 5 out of 8 subjects...
yea...it's true...
he is studying computer tech...
1st year he failed 1...
2nd year he failed 3...
this year he failed 5...
and he could have graduate next year...
his father was so mad...he didn't talk for 2 whole days...
and for him to continue his studies...he have to retake those exams...
but retake an exam cost 2000 Aussie Dollars...and retake 8 exams...
he would need to cramp to much information in...

anyway...he is back here...because his father ordered him to...
his father have to look after him...
and he seems so...uncaring...he doesn't care if he pass or fail...
and he doesn't even know what course to take now...

enough of the story...
we went to eat dinner...and went back...

19 December 2010,Sunday
after buying kuih...we set back to home...
well...great time...

when I can drive I'm gonna be driving my family back home!!!I promised!!!

Karaoke K-pop!!!

2010-12-15T22:24:00.002+08:00

today was so fun!!!
but I woke up late...and my mom bath so slow...

anyway...it's so great to see YeeFen again!!!last time we saw each other it was form 3???
and we weren't K-pop fans!!!we ended up being K-pop fans!!!hahahaha!!!
honestly I did not think I would be a K-pop fan...didn't see it coming...
I also did not expect either YeeFen or Dazz to become a K-pop fan!!!hahaha!!!oh how we grown!!!

anyway...I didn't think we would have such similarities and differences...
we love K-pop...but...we like different groups...hahaha!!!
YeeFen loves Beast's Kikwang!!!
Dazz loves 2pm's Taecyeon!!!
and I love Super Junior's Yesung!!!and TVXQ's Yunho!!!and SHINee's Minho and Taemin!!!

okay...I have too many loves...and the more the merrier!!!

we ate Hot & Roll!!!the last time I ate Hot & Roll was with them!!!
so it brought back memories...when we weren't so obsess with K-pop...

we walked around in Brands Outlet...Dazz finally bought a pair of sunglasses!!!

we went to the Face Shop too!!!saw the signature of Kim Hyung Jong...
YeeFen and I bought fruity lipgloss!!!I bought 1 for YeeFen for her birthday present!!!

the best part of the day was we went to Karaoke!!!
and it was only RM9!!!with 2 free drinks!!!
it's so good to be a student!!!
the best songs we sang were all korean!!!hahaha!!!

I'll be back!!!Cabi song!!!Hello!!!Genie!!!Gee!!!Soom!!!Change!!!Go Away!!!Can't Nobody!!!

our song list was full to the max!!!and even after the time is up...
we could not sing Run Devil Run...or Clap Your Hands...or Hurricane Venus...that's so sad!!!
and can you believe they don't have Mirotic?!?!?!and It Has To Be You!!!the nerve!!!

so then we went Daiso!!!I bought 2 bottles of nail polish!!!a tip brush type and a slanted brush type...the slanted brush is for french manicure!!!

Dazz finally bought double eyelid glue...
YeeFen bought glowsticks...

everybody bought something for the holidays!!!though I wanted to buy a hairband...
but anyway...I'm broke!!!

we had a fun day!!!
and Dazz bought us Starbucks as me and YeeFen's birthday!!!while I'm still keeping hers...hahaha!!!

and too bad we missed Dream Team!!!2pm was in there!!!hahaha!!!
I'm gonna miss this...SPM ruin it...

Genting with Joh...'s family!!!

2010-12-12T18:37:00.004+08:00

yo!!!
I had a fun time in Genting!!!with Joh's relatives...

they seemed like a normal family...the normal argueing yet close to each other type...
I don't feel so out of place!!!

we went to Genting quite late...and they brought a lot of food...
it's like the whole family is moving to the hotel...first time seeing that...

we stayed in the Resort Hotel until 8pm...yes 8pm...
from about 5pm to 8pm...why???Joh slept!!!...
but I heard screaming from the outside...I think it's because of the WonderGirls...they are having their concert in Malaysia that night...

we went for dinner...and felt the noodles ain't worth RM17.90...no ingredients in there...so suck...but that's what you get for eating in Genting...

later...we bought tickets for Narnia...

well...it is...BORING!!!
most of it is expected...
it's pretty okay...

we walked around looking at pretty stuff!!!
and I just found out BoA was endorsing Fasio...damn I'm a fail fan...
we went to this 1 shop...and it played Let's Not by Super Junior KRY when we went in!!!the music choice of the shop is genius!!!

anyway...we went back to the hotel before the movie...
we drank wine...and read seventeen magazine...
wine was so bitter!!!the Korea wine I drank was sweet!!!
but I drank most of it...and no I did not become drunk...
it was just 1 glass...

we went to watch the lousy movie...
then went to sleep...

the next day we went to the Themepark!!!
it was awesome!!!
we ride the flying swings!!!
then the Tea Cup!!!it's been years since I rode that!!!
and I just found out that Octopus Fantasy Boat has changed into a toy shop...
so many childhood memories...tore down...
anyway...we rode bumper cars!!!though we were sleeping halfway queuing...

after that a dinner with the family and we reached back home...
since Joh had work on Monday...
I reassure you that there will be photoes soon!!!

The GDA Truth...

2010-12-10T23:55:00.005+08:00

ok...thanks to twitter...I found out a lot of stuff about the GDA...which stands for Golden Disk Awards...it's nicknamed the Korean Grammy Awards...

a lot of fans think it was unfair...ok not fans...ELFs...Super Junior fans...
it is seriously unfair...
yes I am a anti of SNSD...but doesn't mean I'm gonna bash them...by saying it's scammed...
and what's up with Yesung not winning the freaking Digital Single Award...fucking unfair...

well...I saw this article about Super Junior after the GDA...

[INFO] “After GOLDEN DISK AWARDS, SJ Private Situation (absolutely true)”

转宝蓝阁，by 綺～原文是、：【SJ金唱片后的一些私下情况(后续)[绝对真实]，我现在发的这些东西,是有绝对的事实，我不会编那么多谎话来骗自家ELF，我认识了一个在 SM学习的人，他跟我说的一些东西,我把他整理了一下，发这帖不是要掐架，只是想让更多人知道事实。】

I tweet these things now, is absolute truth, I will not made lots lies to cheat we all are ELFs. I met a man was learning in SM, he told me about some things and I arranged the things what he said, this post that I tweeted is not to make everyone fight, just want to let more people know the facts.

Q1: Have SJ been hit?

A1: Not get any hurt, don’t worry everyone
All members are cried, I have heared that my friends told me, Donghae was angry
The manager was scold him because of his angry reason (protect ELF)
The manager is unreasonable, what things that oppa did wrong? Just scold Leeteuk, Donghae, Eunhyuk and Kyuhyun..etc
(I think it because ELFs reaction is very huge)

Q2: About Yesung

A2: Yesung still running a high fever
The award that Yesung should got has been temporarily changed

I heared he was drips in the hospital, because of the physical reasons, seems will be faint, get into the car, he feels like he cannot walk well to get in.

Q3: About the contract

A3: They seems doesn’t want to signed, but the company noticed them, they still have to do concert, it makes them signed it.

About the awards

All lights are gathered in SJ, Leeteuk prepared his clothed and feeling but when the big award are be talked, all staff are got shocked and the lights and PD was changed to focus on SNSD. All awards that SJ should got, are changed temporarily.

Yesterday, many artists have not thought the result will be like this, the agent was consoled them.
All people cannot believed is most artists has been using their money to help SJ got the award, and fx / SHINee did it too.

By the way, as some fans going to the shop that Yesung’s mother said Yesung is okay now, ELFs do not worry much !!

Source: http://ww2.sinaimg.cn/large/67e5dcd7gw6dc7tvoddafj.jpg
Shared by: Manto @ iRyeowookELF.wordpress.com

want to know my reaction to the news???

My ~~lovely~~ thoughts...
erm...???who said they were hit???
and how dare they scold Donghae!!!I don't think he was acting improperly...
if my award was given to someone else of course I would be mad!!!

OH MY GOD!!!NOWONDER YOU DIDN'T GET AN AWARD!!!
I don't care now!!!please be okay!!!that's all that matters!!!
your health is more important than that stupid award!!!
HIGH FEVER?!?!?!DRIPS?!?!?!CANNOT EVEN WALK PROPERLY?!?!?!

er...what contract???I don't even know they had to sign a contract...
the only contract I heard them signing is their renewal contract working under SM for another 7 years...bet they regret now...

I KNEW IT!!!it's so obviously fake!!!
if all cameras and lighting were at Super Junior then it proves they knew they were going to win!!!
even SHINee and f(x) chipped in!!!how could they not won???
I want fairness!!!I don't know what is SM thinking...SNSD can win next year...
Leeteuk and Heechul is going to the army...the girls can find another year to win...like next year...or never...because they should work for it themselves...

I'm done with my ranting...

I'm a terrible imaginary wife...

2010-12-10T15:10:00.005+08:00

gosh...I'm still sad over the whole GDA thing...
from some reliable source...

Just went to look around korean websites and blog.. They said before presenting disk daesung award, a SM manager went to SJ’s table and whisper to leeteuk. After that, Leeteuk passed down the message to the members. The members’ facial expression then became stunned (?). Then the award was presented.

Fans who just came back from the award ceremony said that Leeteuk, Yesung, Heechul, Eunhyuk, Donghae, Sungmin and Ryeowook cried.

ok...no video to show that they really cried...
but...I feel so sad...
and I found this video!!!

watch around 10:07...Yesung suddenly has a headache...
my heart seriously dropped man...
now I love Ryeowook!!!YeWook rocks!!!
Ryeowook so kind and loving...
and it breaks my heart to see Yesung leave after the performance...
he is definitely sick...
anyway...
some fan club talked to Yesung's mom and she assured them that Yesung is okay now...his symptoms have improved but not fully recovered...
symptoms?!?!?!what symptoms?!?!?!
gosh...this is so not good...

to lighten up my mood...I watched this...
it's so cute!!!
I meant Yesung and his turtles...

please be fine!!!so many fans are worried!!!

GDA...you suck...

2010-12-09T00:38:00.001+08:00

WHAT THE FUCKKKKKKK????????????????????????
YESUNG DIDN'T WIN?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
HE DIDN'T WIN THE FREAKING DIGITAL SINGLE AWARD?!?!?!?!?!?!
DAMN YOU GDA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND HE CRIED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!MY YESUNG CRIED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DON'T CRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I FAIL AS YOUR FAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FAIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DON'T CRY MY SEXY HUSBAND!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOU ARE WAY BETTER THAN ANYONE ELSE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Love,Yesung's imaginary wife...XOXO

see my husband so happy...then he had to cry...

I feel so angry...so freaking angry man...I know Lee Seunggi is good...but...
Yesung...should...win...why...WHY...

WHY........??????

my Yesung should have won...with his angelic voice!!!and good looks...

if only I can go comfort him...bet he feels shitty right now...
I want to let him know I support him all the way!!!

anyway...
WHY DID SNSD WON?!?!?!
a lot of people said Super Junior have the highest chance of winning...with the votings...album sales...and everything...
well...girls attract more fans...especially pretty girls...so yeah...
not satisfied...

at least 2AM won something!!!
so I'm happy!!!

and today is SHINee's Minho Birthday!!!
see the hotness!!!

see the cuteness!!!

gimme teddy!!!

bubble cheeks!!!

see the arms!!!

how could you not love him???
so...
Happy Birthday Mr Choi Minho!!!

Glitz...

2010-12-08T00:06:00.004+08:00

father suddenly planned a trip to Genting...just to use up the free coupons he got...

felt actually quite happy with this...since I had a row with my father 2 days ago again...life is so depressing...

anyway...happy thoughts!!!
my grandma followed too!!!
we also had a room in the Resort Hotel...and the view is awesome!!!
the unopenable window that prevents people to suicide...

I can see KL!!!

other hotels...

other hotels and carpark!!!

green!!!

the carpark and road!!!
after that...my mom and grandma and I went walking around...
the decorations are amazing!!!
and they use recyclable stuff!!!
no pictures yet though...

and the shopping is fantastic!!!the christmas stuff they sell is what I always wanted to get...but I couldn't bare to buy it...
I bought a bracelet though...

anyway...Glitz sucked...
really bad...the last show was better...

and I came home sick...yay...

AWQ almost forgotten birthday!!!

2010-12-08T00:00:00.001+08:00

Today is Wan Qin's Birthday!!!
it's her 18th birthday!!!
and I didn't celebrate with her...
and almost forgotten it was her birthday...

I can't remember december birthdays...
but AWQ birthday is special!!!
we must celebrate together!!!
we shall eat korean bbq together to celebrate your birthday!!!
wouldn't it be awesome???

anyway...Happy Birthday!!!
and good luck with your studies!!!

and a very very very very...late birthday wish for AWW!!!
friends for about 11 years!!!
and it's your 16th birthday!!!
and I bet you don't need to celebrate with me because of your boyfriend...
just kidding...I don't mind for some reason...
you still pay attention to me anyway...
I will always be by your side!!!

Happy Birthday!!!sweet sixteen too!!!

BTS!!!

2010-11-30T20:49:00.003+08:00

I love today!!!today is Rachel Mummy birthday!!!hooray!!!

we went to Berjaya Times Square...because there was a Nature Republic store...
and we want to see JYJ...and if we don't...we would start ripping Rain's face off the store...like seriously...but we had to hide our face in order to not get caught...in order to do that...we must go buy pantyhose!!!
joking!!!we didn't do it...

her sis tagged along with us...

we ate lunch with her mum...and went to sit monorail to Sungei Wang!!!
where we walked to Uniqlo...honestly...what's so nice there...it's just winter clothings in the moment...and we are living in the place where is 365 days sun and rain...
but since they are going Korea for the winter...they had to shop there...
most of the stuff there is sold out...so...yea...
wet to Nature Republic...and I feel like trashing the whole store...
Rain's face is everywhere!!!where the heck is JYJ?!?!?!

bought 2 bottles of nail polish...
but I couldn't get the bag with Rain's face...so we can rip it apart!!!
because nail polish bottle are small...

anyway...we had to rush back to Berjaya Times Square...to buy movie tickets...we else we could have visited Pavilion...
we planned to watch Rapunzel/Tangled...

it is seriously funny!!!a must watch!!!though the song annoys me...
I love the characters!!!Maximus the horse...Pascal the iguana...some dude who always dress as cupid...

we walked around after that...I found a store that sells gloves!!!casual gloves...
so happy!!!now I think about it...I actually want another pair...haha!!!
hard to find gloves...

and bought this wire wind around thing...with Rachel...
they went christmas shopping...while I treat myself by buying stuff...

we went to Starbucks to chill...bought the Christmas special for each of us...
they treated me...
and we met up with Rachel's mom again for dinner at Sushi King...the place serious sucked...

anyway...Rachel asked her mom to buy a face cleanser from Nature Republic...
the Nature Republic in BTS is way way bigger...
and she got the Rain faced bag...
I went and got 4 more bottles of nail polish...and still couldn't get the Rain faced bag...
and Rachel suddenly doesn't want to rip his face...sad...

and she kept whining about my mom doesn't like her...
my mom doesn't like so many of my friends...so chill!!!
anyway...had a great day!!!

Ace last day...

2010-11-26T15:51:00.003+08:00

I had my last day of Ace yesterday...which is my last tuition of November...

I brought a packet a sweets...jigs...and chipsmore...because I did not know all the seaweed from Korea finished...
and last minute...so grab whatever is in the cupboard...
and could not bare to give them Kit Kat...

we had fun with pictionary!!!our group guessed the most...but always last because we could not throw the number 6...unlike the other groups...
but we had fun!!!

confession time was quiet...but it was a chance for us to talk...
we do it like a tag...get pick and answer the question...then we get to pick whoever is next...

I got picked!!!but ain't going to talk about this...
I still felt sad from my birthday ~~celebration~~...
anyway...I'm waiting for next year to come...but SPM will kill me...

after birthday ain't that much better...

2010-11-26T15:38:00.002+08:00

well...I thought I would not cry soon enough...since I cried an ocean on my birthday...
my spirits ain't lifted up yet...
what made my day was my aunt taking me to lunch!!!even though it was 3pm...

I just went to drink some coffee...
later...played with my cousin...it has been 2 weeks since I last seen him...
we played with our ipod touch and iphone...
so fun!!!

then my father came and fetch me...
and guess what he said...
"on your birthday you sulk...but when you follow your aunt you happily go!!!
go live with them la!!!where does your loyalty lie?!?!?!you are such a hypocrite!!!'you know how badly I was hurt...
I wanted to cry again...tears were about to roll out...
I live with my father my whole life...
and he is jealous of my aunt taking me out for lunch...
I never even curse behind his back before...
I wanted to run away and never come back...
leaving my family was now my number 1 priority...

and after that he doesn't even seem to remember what conversation he had with me...
Well...I can never forget this!!!
does he even know how I'm going to take about him now?!?!?!
I blame him for my sucky birthday!!!
but my parents couldn't even know what I wanted on my birthday!!!
what caused me to feel so bloody fucking sad...
as if I wouldn't remember this for the rest of my life...
FUCK THIS...am never going to be normal...

MY FUCKED UP LIFE...

Happy Birthday to me...minus the HAPPY...

2010-11-25T21:34:00.003+08:00

it's my ~~happy~~ birthday...
seriously...besides the awesome greetings from my best friends...like XZB...
which was...
HEY THERE~~<--HAHAHA rmb nichkhun tweeter??
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U KIMBERLY KOAY TING TING!! I WANNA BE UR 1st ONE WHO WISHES ON UR OFFICIALLY BIRTHDAY !!i would like to confess that u're one of my best fren and share the highness of KPOP! so..MAY GOD BLESS U AND SO WA NI MA LI BWA..HAHA!!!may all ur wishes COME TRUE ! MW...AKS ♥the best wish I come across so far...
but it did cheer me up!!!seriously...
it reminded me that my birthday was special and meaningful...plus 2010 is the best year I lived...
even though facebook was the reason 60+ people wished me a happy birthday...I don't mind...XZB's wish made me seriously happy!!!it doesn't matter if her wish was 3rd...
first and second was Mommy and her sis...

I was seriously happy...until my mom tried to shooed me off the com...because she recently knew about my accounts result...and forbid me to play the com...it's my birthday...and she did that...
and what did I do???
no...I never cursed them...or speak ill of them...they are my parents...and what I learnt from Buddhist camp was...Karma...and you pick your own parents...

but...why do this on my birthday...16 years ago...they were so happy to have me...
and they even wanted a girl!!!unlike some sexist couples...
they didn't realize how they hurt me so badly...
sweet 16 was what every girl look forward to...now it seemed meaningless...
my sweet 16 is ruined...

what I planned to do was...
just sulk at home...on my birthday...
and what happened...I couldn't even do that...
I didn't even have my phone on my birthday...I couldn't receive smses from some other friends...that could have wished me first...

Stormy wished me...which meant so much...I cheered myself up by spamming pics of Key on her facebook wall...I make other happy...I feel happier...a habit I do when I'm unhappy...

Pris chatted with me...and she could tell I was sad...she ain't one of my best friends for no reason...
I talked a bit with her...something like therapy...specially for me....
true friend...
I felt better...but it didn't remove the sadness I was feeling...
she wished me happy dreams...of Yesung and Yunho...

anyway...
I sulked after I got off the com that night...
I just cuddle up in my bed...and read my book...
and cried...no the book wasn't touching...it was a romance book for crying out loud...
I cried...this cry scarred me for life...
because I couldn't even cry privately...ain't going into detail with this story...
though I have to open up what's bugging me inside...

and I cried myself to sleep...around 4am...
hoping I could just lie in my bed the whole day the next morning...
I don't want to face my mom...

but I woke up at 10am...because my mom woke me up...which is like still early for me...
and I cried again...gosh...it's like never ending...
I didn't even dream about Yesung...or Yunho!!!
rotten birthday...

I went to bath crying...and usually...when I use the Johnson baby bath...which says 'tear away'...I normally stop crying...
but I continued to shed tears while bathing...
even when I finished bathing...tears steam down like it was never ending...

went out...to meet my father at work to eat a birthday lunch...and collect my phone...
at the phone center...it wasn't my tears that couldn't stop running...it was my nose...
the feeling of sadness never stopped...
I probably look aweful...and stupid...
they had to have customers that day...
some men kept looking at me cry...they are lucky I have no mood to kill them...

ate tomyam noodles for lunch...which did not help me my running nose...
then cry more...

so memorable...
conclusion...my 16 birthday sucked...
I might be scarred...till I could not even think about my parents the same way...
anyway...hates my life...

Indonesia trip...

2010-11-24T19:31:00.004+08:00

off to Indonesia...
the country that was known for shopping!!!and badly polluted...and protecting Malaysia from tsunami...

when I first reached there...
I thought...wow...most people here must have died some lung cancer...
it's like smoking town...if you don't smoke there...you are like a virgin or something...

when we met our tour guide...I thought his name was Freddy...but it was Teddy...I only noticed it on the last day...

the traffic there is freaking terrible...
the government tried the private lane for public transport...
in Korea...it was a success...because they added more public transportation...and upgraded the systems...
in Indonesia...not so much...so it was a fail...and the traffic worsen...

and in Indonesia...you must be really patient to wait in the traffic...
but impatient applies when you cut through traffic...
our private bus...drove through like a pro...
but it was still terrible...

we ate...even though we were full...we had to eat dinner...
and I remembered...in Bali they served a lot of spicy food...same here...
I almost die eating...

went to our hotel...called Le Grandeur...it was nice for a 4 star hotel!!!
except...there wasn't plug in internet or WiFi!!!I meant which are free...
had to pay to use WiFi...
but there is KBS worlds...Cartoon Network...Disney...so I won't be bored...

we went out walking that night...it was about 7pm there...which is 8pm in Malaysia...
but everything was already closed!!!
weird place...

I bought like 1 whole stack of clothes...I think I bought RM100 worth of clothes just for friends...and another RM100 worth of clothes for myself...
accessories...headphones...nail polishs...beads!!!

beads are extremely cheap there...

beside shopping every single day...
we went to a volcano crater...the place was awesome!!!it was cooling...
and a lot of buggers...trying to sell me stuff...
the name...

the height???

the pretty crater!!!

another angle!!!

we also went to a place with historic stuff???
does not have mood to post in blog...
it's all in my facebook anyway...

the hotel we stayed in Bandung...which is Golden Flower...sucks!!!
the room is so freaking small!!!and the water was dirty...
the design of the placement of the hotel rooms sucks...there was somebody karaoking...and we could hear the music...and singing...she sucked by the way...

on the bright side...there was plug in internet!!!I finally could online!!!
and on my father's birthday...they sent us a complimentary cake!!!
yes...it was as delicious as it looks!!!

yummy!!!

I shopped like shit!!!it was the best shopping experience ever!!!

and at the hot spring...I fell...not my whole body in the water...
I slipped on a stone...hurt my arm...because it broke my fall...

anyway...
in Indonesia...there were a lot of beggars...yea...
it is a very poor country...
that's why there were a lot of buggers...that I would like to punch...
but seeing that they were actually making a living for their own or their family...I spared my energy...
rejecting them was a waste of saliva...even after countless tak mau...they still come and bug...

conclusion...go Indonesia for shopping or for lung cancer!!!

going Indonesia~~~

2010-11-18T11:07:00.002+08:00

hey people!!!
I'm going Indonesia!!!

which part???
Bandung and Jakarta!!!which is like shopping heaven!!!

hope to buy some pants...seriously in need of pants...
I have 2 pants that already ripped...and it's very obviously...

so...I shall have a good time...wonder if there will be wifi there...then I can get in touch with my ~~husbands~~friends!!!my ~~handsome and hot~~awesome and caring ~~husbands in Korea!!!~~friends in Malaysia!!!...

after today I can't stalk celebrities...
sad...nevermind...shall have the time of my life...

now I shall load some music to my ipod...
I am gonna download Ayy Girl by JYJ...Mirotic...and Purple Line...by TVXQ...
haha...can't wait to listen...

so...err...yea...bye!!!

my last day of school~~~

2010-11-15T23:17:00.008+08:00

it is my last day of school!!!
and surprisingly a lot of people came...
to take their marks...

after that...
kept playing with my iPod...
and phone...

and somebody brought some manga books...
and with obscene stuff...yea...
that is why we were so interested!!!
but the story...sucks...
as if a girl would really give her body to a guy she only met like 2 days ago...
but it kept us entertained...

finally the best part was Truth or Dare!!!
today's best dares were...

Zhan Bo's kiss with Vern Loong...

Jian Xiang confession of his love...

Jian Xiang asking TH what underwear she would like...

we wanted to get Jian Xiang to do dares...
so whenever somebody else get picked...
do some freakishly easy like...take off your glasses...haha!!!

I got truth once...and they asked me...
whether I masterbed for Kim Jong Woon before?!?!?!I repeat...never ever let people know your obsessions...
and of couse I answered...
"NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"and it's the truth...
man...if I will be famous next time...this blog must be destroyed...in case some stalker found about this...

and another question...
do you shave or wax your armpit...down part...and legs???
I am practically hairless...
for my legs anyway...
but I don't shave or wax...anywhere around my body...

so I took a video...of Jian Xiang asking TH about underwear...

and some pictures of my class...memories...of one of the best year of my life...
I loove taking pictures when people ain't noticing...

I forgot to video instead of taking pictures...

JY the Hottest(2pm fan)...

CC...the fellow cloud...

Covel...me...and half of CC...

aww...I am such a lousy head of cleanliness...

the guys...

the save the world posters from afternoon sessions...

we are 2PM maniacs...
well not really...
we just wanna do something creative...haha!!!

holiday started early~~~

2010-11-11T23:33:00.003+08:00

well...I went to school...
and guess what???CC didn't come!!!
she is so dead!!!ok...technically I can't blame her for not coming...
it's not she informed me earlier...and changed her mind...
but I'm so suiciding that day...

not only there was a ceremony for prize giving...or rather certificates...which I don't own...
Ms Bitch comes and sits at my side...yes!!!my day ~~just got worse~~is RUINED!!!
I thought we could just speak from the freaking distance we had...and I could sometimes pretend I couldn't listen to her!!!and completely ignore to make my day better...
but no...she just had to come squeeze between Covel and me...great...
and she had to smell really badly today...I had to hold my breath...and like took breaths from somewhere clean...and by the way...she smells like an aunty...and even my aunt does not smell that bad!!!
I do not even want to listen to her freaking comments...
shut the fuck up!!!
you thought you were welcomed?!?!?!fat chance!!!
you still think I'm one of your best friend???I rather go and die than admit that to you...
I gave everybody a chance in friendship...you blew it...you blew it more than 1 year ago!!!
you stupid bitch!!!you are just like MLPH...who the fuck likes you???
even Jo hates you!!!she was freaking smart to ~~unfriend you~~scold the truth of you...
I'm doing it...when I graduate from my school...

you do not understand how much people hates you...and regret even talking to you...
now that I think about it...
you are so much better off with Jeffat...you two make a perfect match...don't worry about me being jealous...I'm so bloody open minded...

I think I should stop here...I might write a 1000+ word blogpost on how I hate that bitch...or even that stupid backstabber bitch...you two go together great too...I hope backstabber brings bitch to lingerie shopping again...

anyway...
what I did in class was take out my Ipodtouch and play with it...in secret of course...
after that we played True or Dare...
but we don't give the choice to choose True or Dare...we do it constantly changing...like 1 person dare...next is true...
it was seriously funny!!!
"ZB, show your belly for 5 seconds!!!"
"No!!!"
"do it or pay all off us RM1!!!"
"fine..."
*takes his time to take off his shirt...*
"faster all!!!we don't have all day!!!"
*girls hides their eyes...even me...*
after that was done...

let's just skip to interesting parts...

"oh you kena!!!now truth!!!"
"ask me anything la..."
"er...what you like about Yesung???"
"so easy!!!hot!!!...great voice!!!"

"oh TYH kena!!!"
"ok...what you want me do???"
"stare at Covel for 5 seconds while doing this pose..."
*place both palms like a lilly pad and place head on top*
"WHAT?!?!?!oh crap..."
*does it...without his spectacles...*

"oh crap..."
"haha your turn again!!!"
"kiss a girl..."
*kisses Covel's hand*
"I'm done!!!"
"where can like that one!!!
we want you kiss the cheek of CSJY..."
*takes her face...
and puts both hand's thumb and kisses my thumbs...*
"pei fu!!!shuang kuai!!!"
*thinks*
suckers!!!haha!!!didn't even kiss her!!!
thanks to Minho and Taemin's kissing scene!!!

"oh you truth arr...
how long is your *cough* you know la..."
"how I know?!?!?!I don't measure one!!!"
"estimate la!!!"
*keeps quiet*
"how thick is your ahem..."
*gives a dulan face*
"estimate la!!!"
*keeps quiet*

"have you ever touch your virgina???"
"no la!!!I never la!!!"
anyway...lucky for true or dare or I will die of boredom...

happy free day!!!

2010-11-11T16:26:00.003+08:00

guess what???
I skipped school!!!
and what happen was I went to Taipan with Pris!!!
she wanted to buy some crystals...but it was expensive...so she did not buy anything...

but we did hang out in the coffee shop...
drink drinks...and walked around...

Pris stayed at my house for a while...
watch some videos I discovered lately...

hilarious!!!

later that day...
went to Baskin Robbins with XZB for Pink Day!!!
yay Pink Day!!!but not pink!!!wee!!!
we saw some schoolmates...celebrating someone's birthday...

we ate and walked...and talked...
because I'm going to join something!!!

byebye exams of 2010...

2010-11-07T00:03:00.001+08:00

guess what???
My 2010 exams are done!!!I feel so free!!!

well...what happened after my exams...was went to watch a movie with my mom...
we watched...

You Again!!!
it is so hilarious!!!you must watch!!!
I give it 5 stars!!!
ad there is the moral story that we should let go of the past...
as if I would do it...
but it is good!!!must watch!!!

I actually wanted to stop by Bookalicious in Summit...but my mom said no time...
then went home...feeling sad...sulky...
later...my father said go SS2 eat...so can go Summit and go buy books!!!
and I did!!!
went in Bookalicious...
so many books...so little money...
in the end I bought 3 books...

I had a hard time convincing my parents to buy me the hardcover of Remember Me by Sophie Kinsella...they said paper back is better...
at last they let me...why???paper back is RM35.90...and it's 3 for the price of 2...
while the hardcover was only RM24.90 and not RM79.90...
so happy!!!time for me to cuddle up in my bed and read...

new hair...still same me...

2010-11-06T22:35:00.002+08:00

I cut my hair!!!
and guess what???
I have a fringe in like 10 years???
so...yea...big deal for my friends...
no picture...
sorry...
just here to say I cut my hair short...
and maybe look uglier...

Magazine Whores...

2010-11-04T15:50:00.004+08:00

today I went out with Mummy!!!and her sis!!!
her aunt parked at Carrefour and we walked to Subang Parade!!!
went to MPH...and I saw Yunho!!!
no I did not really saw the real person...but on the magazines!!!
I took a picture because I cannot afford to buy the magazine...

this is the picture...so hot...
Men's Uno got taste!!!
and saw some more magazines with JYJ on it that made mummy go balistic...
and we walked into Parkson...and looks at pretty notebooks...
found out we both love pretty notebooks and files!!!haha!!!
my ~~gang~~kind of people!!!

we went to McDonalds for lunch...but then her aunt treated us to Dave's Deli!!!
lagsana so delicious!!!I felt like having seconds!!!
anywayz...
went back to Carrefour and to News.com...
mummy got her JYJ magazine which is epop malay...though the YG magazine is more appealing...the front page has a better picture of them...and Yunho is in there!!!
and the epop magazine free poster was Girls' Generation!!!haha!!!
she gave it to me...but I ditched it...in her aunt's car!!!haha!!!
the poster was seriously creepy...

anywayz...went back home...
at suddenly Mabel called me...we haven't had contact for about a year...
and she asked me to accompany her to go jogging...I declined nicely...as I was actually about to dose off into a nap...
but she was so persistent...and I can tell she ain't taking no for an answer...
went and meet her...and jog around USJ 11...it has been quite long since I walked around USJ 11 without parents...
I felt so free!!!and happy...and so freakishly tired...
and after that...we became exercising buddies...
quite thrill...but if she pops out so randomly to go for a jog...~~She's~~I'm so dead...

that's how my day went...was happy!!!

my current K-pop favorite updates...

2010-11-03T11:29:00.004+08:00

hey people!!!
been updating like a mad ass yesterday...since exams are over!!!
so on to the music...
the newest ones I have come across...

honestly...front part was ok...
Jaejoong looks hot...
Junsu looks extremely hot...
Micky looks so wrong...
I thought the mv would be great...and then I became disappointment...
and Junsu's white top...gotta go to the dump and burn in the incinerator...

although creepy...with the halloween theme...how could you not love this?!?!?!
I love this mv!!!
CL surprising looks so good with brown hair!!!and her eyes looks so pretty!!!
Minzy looks great with that hairstyle!!!
Bom looks surprisingly good with green hair!!!
Dara looks the weirdest to me...but love her!!!
I want that cake...though it looks like wax...

the oh so famous Girls' Generation...
like Siwon was in it...but I am not a fan of him...
well...hated this song...but it's ok when I saw the mv...
I like the white elevator...black elevator...but the colourful one was just so wrong...
and I cannot identify all...it's so hard...
and what does the cowboy concept fit in this?!?!?!
I would say Seohyun, Hyoyeon and Yuri looks the best...
if only Taeyeon would not wear that stupid wig...she would look so awesome...
same goes to Tiffany...
and I do not like Sooyoung hair here...I like it at Genie...
Yoona looks pretty in there too...
Sunny looks like a barbie doll...in a plastic way...
Jessica...I like her blonde...

such a funny song!!!
San E was great!!!
Sohee is co cute!!!
great match!!!
and in the end he is lovedead...LOL...

I was curious and watched it...
and I loved it!!!
it's so catchy and awesome!!!
I prefer this over Hoot...
I mean the song has more meaning to it...
can't wait for their performance on musicbank this week!!!

ok it's late to post this...
but it is a nice song!!!
but the dance moves are so hilarious!!!
I like Nichkhun's rap!!!and he looks the best...
and Taecyeon's hair...sorry dude you might be hot but now...cough cough...
and the freaking eye makeup is so creepy!!!
Junsu looks cute...
Wooyoung looks cute too...
Chansung...I like his hair pulled back...
but an addicting song!!!

2am is back!!!
and I love this song!!!
but I do not know the story though...
it's confusing...

is it me or does it sound like "Could not let you go even if I die"...
but a nice song nevertheless...
but the crying...is scary...
it's like they cried so badly...
anyway...on to some music videos or just videos I watched but it's like so long ago...

this is freaking hilarious!!!
I died laughing!!!
Siwon suddenly appeared and kissed his muscle...
SO ZHA!!!
lucky Yesung is not in there...

I so prefer this than Hoot!!!
Saranghae Chingu ya~~~My Friend~~~
and SooTae kiss is so cute...make such a big fuss for what...
idiots...
but everybody looks so pretty!!!
seriously!!!so much better looking!!!
I think that is it...

my tumblr!!!

2010-11-02T18:54:00.005+08:00

I have just created Tumblr!!!
the link is...

My Obsessions, My Voice

it is going to be about my obsessions with Yesung!!!and...

my current new husband U-know Yunho!!!

so I have 2 husbands...big deal...I am just mentally married to them...
wow...that sounds wrongs...
anyway...I fell in love/obsess with him after this video...

Yunho babeh so hot!!!
Jaejoong was my favorite...but he was not destined to be my bias...
Yunho is!!!
how can I ignore such a hot guy...
I was so blind not to notice him...seriously...

I mean how can this guy looks so hot...and cute...even with glasses!!!
8 packs!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
see the hotness...feel the hotness...
so HOT SIA!!!

and how can he looks so cute like this!!!
he is killing me...

right after I liked Yunho...
I went and watched Purple Line since it was in the suggestion box...because was watching Ring Ding Dong too...
and Yunho's rap is like so funny!!!yet lovable!!!
the first time I heard him say "Yo Check it"...
after that...it sounds like "Yo Chicken!!!"!!!AHAHA!!!
and he nasal block rap!!!haha!!!
and Micky's "I really wanna touch myself" epic!!!

anyway...Yesung is still my no.1 favorite!!!although he lost his abs...
and Yunho is the best dancer in the group!!!and sings so awesomely!!!and raps!!!and have 8 packs!!!and 184cm tall!!!and mainly HOT!!!

I got to remember to not betray Yesung...
XZB and mummy likes Yunho better than Yesung...

anyway...enough of spazzing about my tumblr...

School exams are finally over!!!

2010-11-02T16:15:00.006+08:00

hey people!!!
exams are over!!!for Selangor anyway...
my form 4 life is ending...my 2010 passed by so fast...

but I cannot bare to think...

I am now Form 5!!!
and taking SPM...
and have to go college...
to take a course that will determined...
your job...
your life...
your family...
your mental state...
your salary...
etc...

I cannot believe I have gone through this far...
I thought I would at least gone insane during PMR...
but I made it!!!and regret it...
my life is not going to be laid out after this...
going to go to a lot of education fairs...

SPM is so going to ruin my mental state...
anyway...

I still have my tuition accounts exam...
before I am official going to be learning form 5 syllabus...
I just wish I know what I want to be next time...

it's not like I can go Korea to attend university/college...go audition to a entertainment company...become a trainee...debut with a bunch of awesome group mates that will soon be your sisters...become famous...and meets the guy celebrities...make friends...become lovers...marry...lead the my dream life that will never ever come true...

well...time to stop daydreaming...

Hush Puppy warehouse sale!!!

2010-10-30T17:02:00.007+08:00

Still left with 3 papers...but who cares?!?!?!

went to Hush Puppy shoe warehouse sale!!!
the sale was at Armada Hotel...the place where the UBK/YE dinner was held...

my mom knows about this because a client emailed her...
and my mom emailed to her workers...
her workers went yesterday!!!the day she received the email!!!
they said the shoes were so cheap and good!!!

so we went there...it was crowded...
I need slippers...
we went to the handbags section...
I saw this pretty peach coloured handbag made of some soft material that I like...
and I wanted it!!!it was RM80...
I know it is expensive for a handbag...but it is cheap for a Hush Puppy handbag!!!

my mother bought a black coloured one...and later found out the strap was too short and gave it to me...but it was not suitable for me either...I rather have the peach one...
the cover...
Hush Puppy!!!

the front...

the back...
jealous???
you should be...
and went to look at shoes...
I wanted high heels or stilletos...
but I got what I needed...slippers for only RM60!!!original price was RM100...
and every time I wanted to take the slippers...some girl will take it too...
it's white and gold!!!

isn't it pretty???

side view!!!

the charms!!!so pretty...
I may be taking the charms off the shoes...
and make it into a charm bracelet...or earrings...

it's so cute!!!
wanted more pairs of shoes...
and their stilletoes are so stable!!!and comfortable!!!
I wanted one pair...but my mom did not want to buy for me...

then bought a pair for father or brother...either 1 of them...

then went to Empire...
saw Pn Shirley and a few form 5 students...
Pn Shirley said my face altered...I wonder how...

and I saw a lot of job vacancies...wanted to work in a shop there...
I wanted to work in Diva...but no vacancies...already have 4 female workers...
and Empire's Diva store is like so pretty!!!so many stuff!!!

and there was the OPI store...that also did not want anybody...

the beads shop at Empire has closed down...why?!?!?!

so ends my happy day...

exam and music

2010-10-29T23:22:00.002+08:00

on the way to school - Hello by SHINee
bahasa melayu p2 - I'll be back by 2pm
bahasa melayu p1 - I'll be back by 2pm
english p1 - Can't Nobody by 2ne1
english p2 - I'm OK by BoA
mathematics p2 - gee by SNSD
mathematics p1 - too sleepy to think
sejarah p2 - Let's not by Super Junior KRY
sejarah p1 - I'll leave so you can live better by G.NA
moral - genie by SNSD
chinese p1 - Let's not by Super Junior KRY
Addmath paper 2 - fly to seoul by 2pm/Oh! by SNSD
Addmath paper 1 - Angel by Super Junior
Bio paper 2 - fly to seoul by 2pm/go away by 2ne1
Bio paper 1 - Let's not by Super Junior KRY
Bio paper 3 - Ayy Girl by JYJ/I'll be back by 2pm
Physics paper 2 - cannot remember...
Physics paper 1 - copy and paste by BoA
Chemistry paper 2 - I'll be back by 2pm
Chemistry paper 1 - Can't Nobody by 2ne1/Go Away by 2ne1/I'll be back by 2pm

shall stop until here...because too lazy...haha!!!
left 3 papers!!!
and tuition accounts exams...time to study...nah!!!

The Day I Cried...because of a fucking song...

2010-10-25T14:39:00.003+08:00

yo...came back from school...with a headache...

and the day gets so much worse...why???

I came home to find out my brother downloaded the Hoot song by SNSD/Girls' Generation...
and played it at full blast!!!

I feel like dying on the spot!!!
I can hear it while bathing!!!
I cannot listen to my TV!!!

after about 5 minutes...

I CRIED!!!

yes...I did and I am admitting it!!!

it is so seriously wrong!!!
because of this song I almost killed myself...literally...
if I was not alive and blogging right now...
the news headlines will be...

"Teenage Girl slit her wrist because of SNSD's new song Hoot!!!"

Many have known the Hallyu Wave has effected all around the world especially Asia. One of the most popular girl brand, SNSD or as Girls' Generation has just released their 3rd album 'Hoot'. But what was the effect of this?

It has been reported that in a city of Malaysia. A 16-year-old girl was slit her wrist. She wrote on her blog before she suicide that she could not take the genre music of Girls' Generation. During the time of death, her brother has been playing Girls' Generations new album hit single "Hoot" on his computer with full blast. By her medical records, she has been suffering from depression. And some of her friends stated she never liked their kind of music.

Before her death, she was on chat with one of her school friends, D. The girl was telling D that she would actually kill herself if the music would not stop. D thought she was joking as who would kill herself for a song?

Her brother said he saw nothing unusual with his sister. She was blogging before she slit her wrist. Her blog stated, "I want the whole world to know this song. I want them to know how bad it is and how it can kill somebody...because it already has.". Her blog skyrocketed to a billion views after this news.

Her brother found she unconscious on the sofa, bleeding from her wrist.

But will this effect Girls' Generation's fame?

wow...if only that really happened...
and they will never live this down!!!

Skytrek!!!

2010-10-23T14:39:00.005+08:00

woohoo!!!went to skytrek!!!finally...
but seriously...go during my exam week?!?!?!
if I fail...I hold no responsibility...
and it's the 3 science subjects!!!I ain't caring for Chinese...
sorry Chinese...English was my first love...

anyway...went there quite late...
bro and his friends reached Skytrek...
we had to use his name to get there...
we sat a bus that moves every half an hour...

and we saw MONKEYS!!!
monkeys in action!!!and stole people's food...haha!!!

by the time we started our journey to Skytrek...
it was raining...and there was thunder...I feel so safe!!!
so we reached there...
met my bro whose group was about to go off...
so I quickly gear up...and waited...
still raining...still waiting...
I wanted to do it during the rain...but I might get a concussion...but it would be so fun!!!

we waited about half an hour...or longer...
I saw my bro's friends were asking each other...
"Is that B.O.B.'s sister???"Just ask me in the face next time...
man I have awesome hearing skills...
then...my bro's friends were getting annoyed...
asked my bro to ask when we can start...
then they said to reschedule...because of rain and thunder...
and I was happy and sad at the same time...
happy was I can go back study!!!
sad was I wasted 1 hour there...

and our group was making a riot...until the dude let us go as scheduled...
we did our tutorial...the guys in the group were asking stupid questions...
then my bro started since all his friends was like...
"B.O.B. you go first!!!"
"eh let go of the ladder we want to see what happens!!!"
"aiyo trial also slip already!!!"
"eh hit the tree!!!don't stop!!!try hit the tree!!!"so hilarious!!!
I was in like the 10-15 placing to start the challenge...

the freaking ladder to climb 17 meters is super tiring!!!
one of my bro's friend was climbing slowly...and the comment from his friends were...
"wei...it has been 10 years already...
even Sam got married and have kids already!!!"nice one!!!
but when I climb the ladder...
I hear crickets...seriously...

after I reached the platform...I died of exhaustion...
then continued with net walking...and even caught up to the girl in front of me...
she asked why was I so fast...well...I have skills...energy...and just had fun!!!
it was so freaking fun!!!

each stage is quite similiar but fun!!!
love the ones that make me tired!!!but hate those ladders...ladders are evil...
actually when I started with my journey...I think my bro finished...

I finished it fast too...
and I slipped and injurd my knee at a platform...never going to be a leg model...
anyway...

I found out that there was a guy who was afraid of heights...
and he actually finished the course!!!with the help of 3 men...

I took a video of my bro friend's attempting the last flying fox...
yea I was singing Hello by SHINee...
and somebody shouted SM...because the dude name is SaM...

and some pictures...

that is all...next post...exams...

october post #1...

2010-10-12T18:48:00.004+08:00

I'm sorry bloggy!!!
I'm sorry for abandoning you!!!
I'm sorry...I do not have any fans...so no need to apologize...

It's almost 2 weeks since I last blogged...
I miss typing long broken english sentences...and my signature "..."...
anyway...

examinations are coming...
twitter is more appealing...

see how pretty it is???I love my twitter!!!
and as you can see in the trending list is Kim Hee Chul...he has been trending for 3 days straight...
on the first day...
Kim Hee Chul's petalz was fighting with Bieber's fan...
it was epic!!!
all Bieliebers were asking...
"who is Kim Hee Chul???"while Petalz sarcastically answer back...
"who is Justin Bieber???"hilarious!!!

anyway...facebook was boring...

been stalking Yesung on youtube all day...
and other stars...still in love with Yesung though...

been msning with Mummy...CC...and XZB a lot more...
since Mummy...CC...and I are Yesung fans!!!
plus mummy has been spamming me about JYJ...I'm ok with them...
and XZB has been obsessed over SHINee...and 2pm!!!
I recently also been a fan of SHINee...and 2ne1!!!
Hello Hello!!!

it's not that appealing song...
but it is so addicting!!!

makes you want to dance!!!
or just clap your hands!!!

this might be one of their best songs!!!
all girls can related to it!!!
how could you not love them???and Yesung too!!!

and examination is coming...I still do not have the study mood...
and account tuition is scary...

thanks to k-pop...I am so failing my examinations...

PS...stay tune for JoKimChyi productions...
we're doing comedies...parodies...and a lot more???
JoKimChyi productions will be out after examinations...

this might be my only october blog post...
and could not dedicated anybody's birthday...

and...
I took out my braces!!!
I'm feel like I broke out of jail!!!

after 1 week...
retainers are done...
I feel like I reentered jail again...

and sorry...no picture to show!!!

my 2010 Korea trip...

2010-09-23T14:37:00.004+08:00

it's about 2 weeks after my awesome korea trip...
and I'm gonna blog about the music I heard there...
let's see...
I have heard...
Madonna - Secret...4 times...
Magic - Secret...1 time...
Lucifer - SHINee...2 times...
Shady girl - Sistar...2 times...
Hurricane Venus - BoA...3 times...
Stand By - BoA...1 time...
Game - Boa...1 time...
Without U - 2pm...1 time...
No Other - Super Junior...2 times...

well...
the TV shows I watched...
I watched Strong Heart!!!
and there was other shows...
like porn...on tv...
quite shock...good thing my mom was out...and no sound effects...
it's so scarring...
anyway...also watched The Baker King Kim Tak Goo...the 2nd last episode...but we did not know what was going on...it was in korean...

anyway...here to blog about Koreans...

What I have learnt about Koreans while I was in Korea...

Koreans have only single eye lids because some Emperor took all those double eye lids people were taken to China...

your beauty is very important...
because they put beauty in front of everything...that is why they have plastic surgery...

Koreans love the colour white...
because in the olden days peasants used to wear white...while those with job positions or Emperors can only wear colourful clothings...

You can hardly find any McDonald restaurants...even if you did...you can hardly see anybody in there...
because...do not know when...2 college girls wear accidentally killed by US soldiers...the Korean government did nothing...since US is scary...and the US soldiers did not even care about this matter...and did not feel sorry...or regretful...so the Koreans rebel at the government...and the US still did not do anything...so the teens put on the internet about this matter...and put skulls at the McDonalds...nobody went to McDonald...McDonald chain stores did not make any profits for 1 whole month...so closed down lorr...

Lotteria is everywhere...
because of the lack of fast food...Lotte opened a fast food chain called Lotteria...quite smart...and they sold the food twice as much as McDonald...but the Koreans rather eat there...

Koreans are very patriotic...
as you can see they rather buy the doubled priced of Lotteria than McDonald...
other than that...Samsung gave a talk saying to support them so they can surpass the technology in Japan...and they earned 10 times more than Japan brand...

Korean girls are so pitiful...
because...in Korean...they still go by the "Boys are more important than girls..." quote...
they still think girls should not go out to work...even so...if the girl is working...she can never get promoted...guys get promoted way faster...
plus...even if the girls have the same position as the guys...girls only receive half the pay of the guys...

Chuseok is the most important holiday for Koreans...
Chuseok is similiar to our Lantern Festival...but we celebrate with lanterns and mooncake...they do not...but the main thing is it is about family gathering...
Chinese New Year is their 2nd most important holiday...

Koreans like to do the rabbit sign...
do not know why...but they really do...even my tour guide does it...

Seoul is freaking pack with cars...
Seoul is the capital of Korea...most people go to Seoul in order to get a job...
I forgotten how many percent of people lives there though...
if you go Korea...you will notice almost nobody rides a motorcycle...except for food delivery...because they have 4 seasons...nobody would ride a motorcycle in winter...that is why Seoul is packed with cars...even in the middle of the night...it is still traffic jam...

Korean's care about face a lot...
face is very important in Korea...that is why...on the road...you can see many awesome cars...I ain't a car-know-it-all...so I do not know the cars...but it looks expensive...even the monks from the temple ride limousines!!!

Korean men love to not go home...
just like the Japanese...if the husband comes home early or on time...the neighbours will be gossiping...or saying their husband is better...since if you work later means you will earn more...
so to prevent that...the husband will stay out until late...go drinking or something to kill time...or loiter around their office building...
the wife will be very happy...since their face is important...

you will always see clothes hanging in the back of their cars...
Korean men might stay up till late...or never even go home...and to protect their face that they never went home...they keep their clothes in the back of the car and change later when going to work...

Working in Korea is so healthy...
well...because of the traffic jam...Koreans start early for work...and reached the office 1 hour earlier...so then they go to the nearby park to exercise...then to their office buildings where they can shower there...and do laundry...

Korea's divorce rate is very high...
because of the matter not husbands not coming home...and the fact that they never talk at all...they easily divorce...

Respect the elderly...
even if they are wrong we cannot talk back to them...

after marriage...couples should move out...
live their own live while the old live their own lives too...
become independant...and take care of your own kids...
that is why you do not see elderly with their grandchildren...

you will go bankrupt if you live in Korea...
because their cost of living is so much higher...especially food...

cheapest thing there is makeup...
the makeup there is so much cheaper than here...so unfair...but our food is cheaper!!!

I think that is all...

Preparation for Korea!!!

2010-09-09T20:15:00.006+08:00

Hey people!!!
First time blogging with my iPod touch!!!
Shall blog about my trip with it!!!if I can find WiFi!!!
Anyway...

There is a SM Town concert in shanghai!!!
But why am I so happy???not because I'm going to the concert...
But because it's on the 11 September...and the Korean stars might leave at the incheon airport at 10 september in the morning!!!
Oh my gosh...if I'm so lucky...I arrive the same time they leave!!!i get to see Super Junior!!!especially Yesung!!!and BoA!!!Zhang Li Yin!!!f(x)!!!SHINee!!!SNSD...

So...packing time...I had so many dreams about the korea trip...
One dream...I forgotten to bring my camera...then remember to bring handycam...but did not charge the batteries...
Another one...I forgot...but it has to do with me forgetting to bring something else...
So...

handycam...check...

camera...check...

clothes...check...

lip care...check...

iPod touch...check...

phone...check...

money...check...

books...in case I'm bored...check...

homework...unchecked...

couldn't finish it on time...who cares???must enjoy holiday!!!
Will be updating in facebook...
And please let me meet the stars!!!if not just Yesung is enough!!!
Lastly...

fly to Seoul!!!
Unawa dance dance!!!
Boom boom boom!!!

ps...I ain't getting souvenirs for you...
pps...I'm gonna write a story because of XZB...featuring her...me...Yesung~...Taecyeon...Yoona...and maybe some other unexpected characters...it's gonna be a epic love story...

Stepping up to Summit!!!

2010-09-07T12:57:00.003+08:00

my mom miraclely let me go watch a movie with Rachel!!!
although she refused before...

so we went to watch...

Such a awesome movie!!!
you did not watch...it's your freaking loss!!!
it makes K-pop dances look really bland...
love the story line too!!!although...it is quite predictable...
love the dances!!!do not know where to start!!!
because it was so freaking awesome!!!
I love that dance with the water!!!
and that cute jazz dance!!!
and the break dancing!!!
you will AWW in amaze!!!
and the next one...
BoA will be in the next step up movie!!!
oh my gosh!!!cannot wait!!!

and we found this new bookstore in Summit...called Bookalicious...
and the price are A-MA-ZING!!!
it's like 3 for the price of 2...or buy 1 free 1...
the best was...Hardcovered books are like 70% discounted!!!
I just like...died!!!
why didn't I bring more money?!?!?!why?!?!?!
well...my only holiday outing...and it was a blast!!!

my next holiday trip...to Korea!!!
in Autumn!!!Yesung's favorite season!!!
need to finish homework and start packing!!!
charge my phone...handycam...camera...
not sure about laptop though...

Yesung inspired nails!!!

2010-09-05T20:54:00.005+08:00

yo!!!
is back!!!
and it is the holidays!!!
but school has my holidays booked completely...
thanks to homework...and projects...
my holiday is totally ruined...
anyway...that did not stop me from doing my nails I usually do no matter what...
since I just got freaking obsessed with Super Junior's Yesung...
contributed this nails to him~
♥ Yesung!

SUJU ♥

close up!!
my exclamation mark dot has gone somewhere...

♥ my purple rhinestoned ♥ on thumb nail!!!

YE=Young Enterprise
SU=Sue
NG???
my mom was thinking why did I put SUV on my nails!!!

SuJu!!!
I know this pink does not suite me...
and I know it is a ugly combination...
if it ain't for Yesung I would not even put SuJu on my nails...

and this is a fugly heart...

going to redo this...
the colour ain't changing...
it is because I smugged it...
so fugly...
sad thing I am only left-handed...

SuJu ♥ ♥ Yesung!

anyway...
I found out that...
there will be a ShangHai SMTown concert on the 11 September...
and I will go Korea at 9 September...
if they take the 10 September morning flight...
I might get to see SM stars!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I just died thinking about it!!!
especially if I may actually see Yesung!!!LIVE!!!and in Korea!!!and in the airport!!!
must stop fantasizing...because life is disappointing...

less then a week to...
Korea!!!so excited!!!
but honestly I detested it in the beginning...but now...
looking forward man!!!looking forward!!!
my father changed RM to won today!!!
time to spend it!!!
hoping to find merchandise...especially Super Junior's one...or rather just Yesung's one...

shall film everything!!!
hope can see the stars...so I can film them!!!
but the problem is...I do not know how to load the videos...
still having problems watching in the computer...

anyway...
I want to see all of them!!!
I want to see Super Junior...only Yesung is fine!!!
BoA!!!
SHINee!!!
f(x)!!!
SNSD...not so much...

that is all I know...
time to prepare a list on what to buy!!!

Yesung merchandise...

Super Junior merchandise...

Korean fashion clothes...

nail polish...

accessories...

cosmetics...

think that is mainly it???

that does not even include my friends requests...
the airport is going to charge me tax for just posters...

my daily dosage of Yesung!!!

2010-09-02T18:28:00.003+08:00

honestly this post is way overdue!!!
why???because I keep getting sick!!!
and always forgot to update it...and new videos of Yesung keep coming out...
so to updated about my daily dosage of Yesung...since their done with SS3 in QingDao...lucky freak fans...

Saranghaeyo!!!
so cute!!!I think I got heart attack...

Yesung so cute!!!
cuteness overloading!!!
why can't he come to Malaysia now?!?!?!

he looks like screaming at the
"I can't stop thinking about you girl"
he rapped a bit!!!
argh...
I want to give him a towel!!!

this is a freaking must watch!!!
best video ever!!!
cuteness overloading!!!
I just died of over bleeding!!!
you better be this cute when I go see you in Malaysia!!!
honestly...I wanted to post like a thousand more videos of Yesung...
but due to my delaying...I could not post all his performance at SS3 QingDao...
as he has the musical Spamalot conference...
SM Town concert...
and stuff...

and his twitter stated he is quite busy...and I bet he is freaking tired...
wish you do not stress yourself...you might get sick...

anyway...
Xiao Zha Bo sent me a link to this video...
feel like killing her really badly...

if he is truthfully with Yoona...then...wish you the best of luck...
though I will be freaking jealous...

what a sad Merdeka celebration...

2010-08-31T15:25:00.001+08:00

this year has got to be the worse Merdeka celebration of my life...
went to school...hoping for high-spirited students...
and CC...Xin Inn...and I were one of the few who actually sang highly!!!
even the student photographer wanted to take our picture!!!
we had fun singing to Setia...Keranamu Malaysia...Tanggal 31...and Jalur Gemilang!!!

then it ended...and class resume as normal...
AddMath was the one of the reason our class had so many people...the other reason was we so semangat...for Merdeka...

anyway...after coming home...ate lunch...
then...feel very discomfort...like bloated feeling...tried to sleep...but could not...
discomfort feeling...the bloated feeling...stomach pain...no appetite...taste buds gone haywire...

although sick I wanted to have a great Merdeka celebration...but AWW did not want to go...
anyway...I am sick...

honestly...who gets sick on Independence Day eve?!?!?!
so not the Merdeka spirit...
then...
at midnight...
so quiet...
not even the usual annoying fireworks boom...
or firecrackers crackling...

what a lousy Merdeka...
at night cannot even sleep!!!
because my stomach is pain like shit...

next day...feel worse man!!!
slept 6 hours in the afternoon...
got pretty interesting dreams...
dreams about going to Seoul...muahaha!!!
I dreamt I went there...and forgotten to bring my camera...
and brought my video camera...but did not charge battery...
mental note to self...remember!!!

then onlining makes me feel better...and stalking Yesung is even better!!!
hope I can get well soon...
oh great...now I got fever...

AWR 20th Birthday!!!

2010-08-30T14:59:00.003+08:00

hey AWR!!!
do you really think I would forget about your birthday???
although I have been blogging a lot about...korean stuff...
but it is your 20th birthday!!!
so this post is dedicated to you!!!

Merdeka is tomorrow!!!
wonders if you would celebrate...
anyway...

hope you have a blast on your birthday...
shall see you soon...
but do not know when...

not sure where we might watch fireworks...

so anyway...Happy birthday!!!
shall update on the fireworks...

Junior Yesung day!!!

2010-08-29T14:20:00.009+08:00

today is a legendary day...
why???
the story goes like this...
I was back from Summit after I bought Phua Chu Kang the movie tickets...and I checked my twitter...
and Yesung...tweeted!!!and that is not the best part...
he tweeted in English!!!can you believe it?!?!?!English!!!
but all he tweeted was...

Super Junior Yesung http://twitpic.com/2ja9x6

but he deleted it later...for no what so ever reason...at least I got to see the tweet...I did not print screen!!!
anyway...that was not the best part...
suddenly...
the trending list appear...Junior Yesung...though everybody was quite curious why is the trending "Junior Yesung" and not "Super Junior Yesung"...I have no idea...
the reason it was trending is that he tweeted for the first time ever...in English!!!and showed his picture...I cannot believe I actually joined the fan club that he himself stalk!!!
by the way...I only joined that fan club...
so freaking happy man!!!

I helped trend...
from the bottom to the top...in a matter of minutes!!!

I could not believe it!!!
I even ask GA to witness this!!!
he even beat Micheal Jackson's Birthday!!!
and Justin Bieber!!!(obviously...JB is like...lame...)
but a lot of ELFs were curious why...since it was so out of the bloom...and that he deleted the tweet...

as expected...the unexpected Yesung to actually hit no. 1 in the trending list so suddenly...
and what good timing that most ELFs were actually online...to support him!!!
though Junior Yesung sounds like he had a son...

anyway...I went to Summit to watch Phua Chu Kang the movie!!!

not as much as expect...quite disappointed...
but some parts were hilarious...it's like those series that becomes a movie and then it sucks...
but Phua Chu Kang is like...I don't know...Phua Chu Kang!!!he was famous long before K-pop...
anyway...

after I came back...at 9pm...went to on twitter...and guess what...

he is still no. 1 in the trending list!!!even after 4 hours!!!
he is like a legend!!!he beat MJ's birthday!!!
all this is making me more impatient...I want him in Malaysia!!!argh!!!

and there is a rumor that there will be a K.R.Y. concert in Malaysia...I wonder if it's true...
I hope so...I want to see my Yesung!!!and CC...
there is no way you can convert me into a Donghae fan!!!Yesung's fan forever!!!

2010 UBK/YE dinner!!!

2010-08-27T14:00:00.005+08:00

went to CC's house...
to practice the freaking dance...
the videos we watched...

I am so sick of this video man!!!
watching it over and over!!!
I do not mind Yesung's look here...so hot...
but...Leeteuk...I feel like puking...
feel like dying just watch them...
anyway...

we listened to Super Junior's 4th album...since we have nothing to do...
talk talk talk...and practice the dance...

finally...we went to Armada Hotel...
had a lot of fun...will upload the pictures...in facebook...too lazy to load all here...
videos will be delayed...because I am having problems uploading them...or even watching them on the com as the matter of fact...
UBK/YE dinner pictures

anyway...what happen was...
suddenly the DJ played Super Girl and automatically...me and CC started dancing...the pumping part anyway...
then...eat...take videos...
and weird weird games...
like...spell the correct word and send it to the number...
some people sent...
"I love you Ian"
"fuck you!!!"then people started calling the number...
and his ringtone was Bonamana...weird...

then some math game...which was boring...
and a song guessing game...
me and CC owned it...
nobody nobody but you~
chipmunk version...
"NOBODY!!!"
down down down...
"I MY ME MINE!!!
*the song did not even played finished yet...I have been told...*
Ijeuryeogo amuri noryeokhaebwado Saeroun saramdeureul amuri mannabwado
"2pm HEARTBEAT!!!that was all the korean songs...
I suck at english songs now...
though I have been keeping up to date...

then performances...too bad you cannot watch it yet...
it was fun...until...
11pm...strictly end at 11pm...
we did not even have our dance party yet...only Yang Hong danced...
well...it was fun...until it end...

the QuarterMaster's log...

2010-08-26T22:47:00.004+08:00

the day of horror approaches for all Quarter Masters as they have to encounter the frightening event of controlling the points hungry monsters...

wow...did not know I could write like that...though it is quite normal...
anyway...
Penilaian Kokurriculum...not the most favorite day of my school life...
not even as a normal student...although you get to skip a whole day of class...
spent 1 day sitting like an idiot between teachers that most people dislike...

well...at least I was not the one screaming at idiotic students with hearing problems...
until the teacher I am assisting asked me to get another job...

which is screaming at nincompoops students...that cross the middle of the school...
I would not blame them if there were not people occupying the space there...
I mean...would you not notice people practicing marching in the middle there?!?!?!
plus they were holding flags!!!
impossible to not notice them...

the students might be making their lives easier...but it is not making us Quarter Master's job easier...
anyway...think about it...the 2 days...
the sun was freakishly burning hot...
and the students still want to walk under the sun???and most of them were girls...

wouldn't you feel like kicking them...
and because I am such a softy...teacher was reminding me to be more fierce...
I did yell...but the idiots would not listen...smart assholes...
they so happily rushing to get marks that we ourselves can only get it last...

you happy happy nincompoops...
didn't you all notice nobody walks there?!?!?!it's like a freaking dessert and you want to cross!!!
you stupid rule breakers...
when a new class comes...more idiots who cross the middle...nincompoops...
we might be girls but listen to us man!!!

and even prefects cross...I feel like kicking them...as if they do not know?!?!?!
I think I rather stay with teacher and listen to crap...
who can stand this...

I realized that it has been so long since I rant like this...
feels quite good...
and finally...our duty ends...
the good news is...
there will be a Quarter Master hi-tea!!!hooray!!!

then...went back to class...
Oga...Theressa...Xin Inn...and I were singing all the Merdeka songs!!!
Jalur Gemilang!!!
Tanggal 31!!!
Merdeka!!!so fun!!!
all our classmates were staring at us like some idiots...
we are too high because of Merdeka!!!

and suddenly Jin Yin...came to Xin Inn's side...and...kissed her cheeks!!!
we were like so shocked man!!!
chill people...it was a dare...
Carmen almost kissed Xin Inn!!!
and then Shan smelled Yang Hong's armpit!!!

my class is really weird...

anyway...time to get ready for UBK/YE dinner!!!

Yesung's birthday!!!

2010-08-24T00:00:00.028+08:00

why am I putting up pictures of Yesung???
not just because I am obsess...or that he is freakishly hot!!!
it is because...
today...
24 August...

is Yesung's Birthday!!!

for some reason...I really like the date!!!

anyway...my friend asked me what am I going to give to my idol???

This blog post announcing his birthday...

help in trending any of Yesung birthday related...

and...this little gift I made...

a phone charm~

a red cross~

I like this picture!!!

for Yesung!!!

so hot!!!

*faints*

one freaking problem...how am I suppose to give him...

go to his house...(in Korea?!?!?!I'm from Malaysia!!!)

send to the company...(which I do not know where...)

give to him at Super Show 3...(which will be after half a year...)

track him down like hound dog...(still do not know how...)

most likely C...but would not know if he receives it...
oh well...he can only see his present and not receive it...

and if you do not know who is Yesung...listen to his song!!!

I want to sing along too!!!
I want Super Show 3 now!!!

Yesung looks so cute!!!
I can still remember...I used to love broccoli!!!
one of my favorite vegetable!!!

once again...

Happy 27th Birthday Yesung!!!

the turtle boy!!!
the Cute Dorky Epic Fail(CDEF)!!!
anyway...going South Korea in September!!!that is autumn right???
heard that autumn is Yesung's favorite season!!!

the korean addiction...

2010-08-13T12:06:00.002+08:00

another post about Music bank...
because...recently...I have become a k-pop fan...thank to certain friends...
so...Friday the 13th...
but on Music bank...it states Happy Girl's Day...right...
they make a unlucky day Happy Girl's Day...how nice...
anyway...
quite happy with this week's music bank...
because...
G.NA performed I'll back off so you can live...
gosh...I'm so jealous of her...she got looks and talent...

and there was Teen Top...Clap...
quite ok with the song...but on Music bank they wore pink...lost interest in them today...

Infinite...She's Back...
do not really like the song...They looked better than Teen Top...because they weren't wearing pink...but blue...

Nine Muses...they suck out loud!!!
they reached the trending list in Twitter...because they were really lousy...
speechless...in a really bad way...it is like Jolin Tsai's real man...but Jolin Tsai is SOOO much better...anyway...nobody wants a playboy...duh!!!

Rainbow...with their song A...
not really feeling it...
still not feeling it...I do not like them in Music Bank...because of their clothings...all the same...I was really confused...

Secret's Madonna!!!
love this man!!!going to attempt this tiring moves...
I like the leader and rapper...
No wonder Eunhyuk and Leeteuk chose Zinger...
they have great taste!!!

Shinee's Lucifer performance...with all the members...
a very nice performance!!!I would like this song...if my bro wouldn't keep replaying it until I was so sick...

Queen by Son Dambi!!!
still loving this song!!!I like the high pitch part...and the dance!!!

and I was quite surprised that f(x)'s NU ABO is still on the charts...
very cool!!!for some reason...you won't get tired of the song...

but not Super Junior's No Other!!!
still so cute!!!
and still my favorite song!!!
have to blame GA for my obsession...
damn you GA!!!

since I am blogging about k-pop...
I shall talk about my whole week of ~~stalking~~ observing Super Junior...
because I am so obsessed with Yesung!!!
I watch EHB aka Exploration of the Human Body...
it is so freaking funny!!!
and Yesung was so cute...and was...now also so cute!!!
Yesung...the King of Demonstration!!!
to me...he is the CDEF(cute dorky epic fail...LOL...)!!!
but that is why I like him...
here is the Episode 1 part 1 to get you all started...

and another show...
ShinPD variety show...
Yesung looks so hot...and so cute!!!
why am I obsessed with you?!?!?!
his hands are so cute...

I heard about this show where Eunhyuk and Leeteuk chose the same girl...
so I search for it...and found it...
and it is freakishly funny!!!
Zinger is smart enough to choose Eunhyuk!!!
if I was her...I chose Eunhyuk...

this is why Eunhyuk is my second favorite now!!!
before he danced this...me and Oga was dancing this...
Eunhyuk is very smart to use a baby toy!!!

this is freaking hilarious!!!

this is so gay!!!

honestly...I do not get what he is doing...but it is funny!!!

the funniest part is where he went to the other side and sing to the girl!!!then he leaves!!!then she rans after!!!so funny!!!

Sungmin has good taste too!!!haha!!!

it's quite cool...especially Eunhyuk's moon walk...totally awesome...
and the bonamana moves were unexpected...

BoA's turn now...
She won the first placing in Music Bank!!!right after the 2nd week of her comeback!!!
she deserved it!!!
I just listened all her songs...
and I have to say that I love all of them!!!except for Game...
it totally ruined her...
since there are like so many of her songs...let me share the ones I like...
of course Hurricane Venus...

Dangerous...Experience...

instantly love this song!!!

I think you're still in love with me...
well...I'm in love with this song...

nice song for dancing!!!

I love this one!!!I say it's like one of the best songs I ever heard!!!
It's so damn hard...for me to let you go...

Adrenaline Adrenaline Adrenaline!!!

this song sounds so cute!!!
love love love!!!

Don't Know What to Say to...
too awesome...

it sounds like those fancy restaurant where the pianist plays and sings...
but still...good!!!
ok...I put all her songs on my blog...except for Game...because...
BoA is a legend!!!
I can officially call myself a k-pop fan because of her!!!
but I ain't calling myself a freaking E.L.F....
I rather call myself a G.L.F....gay lords fan...

other than BoA...I began to like MBLAQ...but not so crazy over them...
I like the song Y...
like the front...but not the chorus...like the popping head moves in the beginning!!!
I like Joon the most...

well...I think that is the end???

August's 11 and 30...

2010-08-11T20:35:00.005+08:00

Last Sunday...AWR is going back to USA!!!waaaa!!!why?!?!?!
so fast she needs to go back...
so my family bought a cake to celebrate my bro and her birthday...
A Secret Recipe cake leh!!!cheese cake some more!!!
pictures...
Happy Early Birthday!!!

1 candle each...
10 years old only!!!haha!!!

cheesy...

light up!!!

sings happy birthday!!!
english!!!
chinese!!!
melayu!!!
hokkien!!!
cantonese!!!
korean!!!

the birthday dudes!!!

wishing upon the birthday cake...

suppose to take picture of them blowing the candles...

going to cut the cake!!!

two knives!!!

cut a piece~

looks so fun...

left their name only!!!hahaha!!!
bye AWR...hope you become successful!!!
once again...Happy Early Birthday...
but my bro's birthday is today...
Happy Birthday bro...
I'm out...

the YE sales fair!!!

2010-08-11T17:34:00.014+08:00

Last Saturday was confirmed a school day...
but...we had YE sales...so...I get to skip schools!!!hooray!!!
I came late to school...everybody was already aboard the bus!!!
but at least I was not the last...
reached the Curve in a very hyper mode!!!
was dancing!!!everybody thought I got a stroke...

anyway...reached there...set up everything...the pictures...
our stall!!!

my beautiful bracelets!!!

phone charms and earrings...

rocks rock!!!

the magical wallets!!!

these rocks are sooo cute!!!
I want one!!!

proof it was at the Curve!!!
I went to walky walky see the competitors...
and my best friend AWW!!!there were putting up their company's sign!!!
iWonder where the name came from...

the cool sign...

lifting the guy up!!!

SMK Damansara's poster...
so nice...

the guy feels very uncomfortable...

How to make a photo frame...
how are they suppose to sell it once people see it???
back to decorate my company's stall...
finally done!!!
the balloon in the middle was Oga's idea...

Twelveans!!!

we're ready!!!
but me and Oga went to McDonald to eat our breakfast...got the Big Breakfast since we got the RM10 voucher...
then went walky around the Curve...
nice pic!!!
the only picture we took IN the Curve...
we went to MPH first...
and saw YG magazine with Beast...I was flipping through to see what is so nice about it since so many of my friends want or have it...
and I saw...
a Super Junior Bonamana poster...and I was like...I want it!!!
there were only 2 left...but the one I was holding is very cacated...so we went to other bookshops to find...I remember Popular is selling it...

anyway...we went Daiso...and provoked the Japanese said of Oga...I know she will go back there again...

then went to Ikano's Popular to get our magazine!!!

and our shift starts at 1.15pm since the guys went to watch movie...
and it started to rain...nice timing...
do not know if you can see rain...

the wet wet ground...
honestly...me and Oga suck at sales...
and let you all guess what is our most attractive thing at our stall...
our magic wallets!!!

especially this I ♥ Korea...
we met a SNSD fan...and Oga started singing Gee...
and then we met Super Junior fans...one of the girls was a Donghae fan...
no Yesung fan...so sad...
nevermind me and Oga are the Yesung fans!!!

later...all the stalls were desperate...so we had to do walking sales...
walk around promoting and selling...
we had strategy...stupid strategies...

give a serious face

stalk

since me and Jie Ying was giving a friendly face and talking so friendly...
so Jie Ying recommend us to show a very serious face...
"Eco Bags...3 Ringgit..."
*serious face*
*thinking:buy or die!!!*and obviously we did not put that plan into action...

the other strategy was stalking...
because one customer bought the bag to stop us from bugging him/she...
so we used that idea...
I asked the guys to stalk pretty ladies...
but it did not work...

I saw June again!!!miss her so much!!!
she gave me one of her product...so pretty...picture will be later...
so I bought something from AWW's stall...their button bracelet...I think it meant friendship...
will see June in December during HWC!!!

finally...I went home...legs damn it sore man!!!
I was walking like a penguin...
then my mom bought me a book!!!
and my ipod touch casing!!!
and my mom asked me to buy some of the products to support our company...
I bought a magic wallet for my sick cousin...and 2 rocks...1 for me 1 for him...

pictures time...for the stuff I bought...
the YG magazine...

the poster...
it is freaking big...I mean bigger than normal size posters...

the reason I want the poster!!!

the friendship flower!!!

the first flower I received!!!
too bad it is not from a guy...

yes your QC passed!!!

our stall's bag...

the magic wallet...

its so pretty!!!

it looks like a math equation...
= X

the paper bag for the rocks...

green for my cousin...

yellow for me!!!
Yesung has tortoises!!!
and during Super Show 2...Yellow for his colour!!!

the 2 rocks...
pet rocks...

my ipod touch's casing!!!
end of YE sales...
legs hurt like shit...

My Dreams have come true~

2010-08-11T14:16:00.015+08:00

hey people!!!remember my post about the My Dreams, My Success???
I got short listed...and guaranteed to get money...and other prizes...
but my main goal...
Ipod touch!!!
and the money of course...so I got my friends to vote...I think it was not enough...
so I asked my best friend AWW,AWQ and AWR who does the translating of Kaichou Maid-Sama...
that is when I had to beg them...
anyway...
last Friday 060810...was the prize giving ceremony...
so I went...late...
Stephan Hall was giving a speech...
and he kept using the word 'jewellery'...so weird...
later...the 7 consolation prize winners were announced...
I was not in there...means...I get my ipod touch!!!

so...3rd placed was announced...
then 2nd place...
OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I won first place!!!!!!!!!!!!!!and had to reach my story out loud...lucky they printed it out...
anyway...pictures...
since I did not take any pictures...I took the picture from Sunway's website here...
all the bloggers reserved seat...

Mr Stephan Hall's speech...

the 7 consolation prize winners...

3rd prize...

2nd prize...

me!!!I look so good here!!!
my hair looks so nice!!!

the 1st 2nd and 3rd winners!!!
and our Ipod touch!!!

all 10 short listers...

showing off my Ipod touch...

me reading my story...
my hair looks ugly here...
my last line was...
"my first step:winning this blogging contest!!!"
I would like to thank AWW,AWQ and AWR...for asking people to vote for me...
and my relatives!!!
and Sunway University College to hold this awesome event!!!

and what happen to the ipod touch???
fully in used...
some pictures then...
the picture I show people when they ask about the contest...while giving them a sad face!!!

the board that I took back!!!

my ipod touch!!!

bought the case on Saturday at the Curve because of YE sales...

me and my Ipod touch!!!

So questions...

What is my ipod touch wallpaper???
Yesung!!!

original picture...

WiFi testing...
went into youtube...
the first video I watched???
no other than...
Super Junior's No Other!!!
Yesung looks so cute here!!!

prove I watched everything!!!

added songs in it...
which song I heard on my ipod touch first???
it has to be you by
Yesung!!!

pictures...
the pictures I added in my phone...
as if you cannot guess the answer???
Yesung~~~

the original picture...

why so hot???

I finally found out about the zoom in feature...

this is the original picture...

Thank you Sunway University College!!!

I really ♥ my Ipod touch!!!

and to all those who vote me!!!Thank you too!!!

and to those unwillingly vote for me too!!!

ps. there is no way I am belanja-ing you all who vote me anything!!!

August exams ruined my life...

2010-08-11T13:28:00.002+08:00

Say I'm back!!!Oh Oh

Control the music now!!!

I am so busy...but now it's all over...
since Friday to now...I have no time to blog...so sad!!!
but these past few days were a blast!!!
will blog everything by today...if I can...

Monday was the starting of school August exam...which SMK USJ 13 does not have...so evil...
the worse are over now...
left addmath and math...that is why I'm blogging now!!!
thank the teacher who put math and addmath on the last 2 days!!!
muahahaha!!!
more time for me to stalk my latest obsession...will talk about it later...
shall make a new post about it...

Cheers to 2010's Head of Prefects!!!

2010-07-26T20:04:00.003+08:00

I wanted to ditch school today...
but lucky I did not...
and lucky it rained!!!we did not need to sit down!!!
anyway...it is quite sad that Afiq had to retire...
most of us say he is one of the best!!!and he should not go college or take SPM so he can be our school's head prefect...forever...and ever...and ever...
but that is so cruel!!!hahaha!!!
his speech was from songs...like Never Say Never by Justin Bieber...and Fight for this love by Cheryl Cole...
but still...it is great!!!

our new Head Prefect is...
TAN JIA ROU!!!I feel so proud to know her!!!
well...since primary anyway...I think she will do great...but not as good as Afiq...
Jia Rou is actually the best candidate...I do not like the other guys...
when giving her speech...I feel that everybody was under a sleeping spell...sorry Jia Rou!!!

anyway...it ended earlier than last year...
because he was not that formal...

and what a wonderful day!!!
we only have Biology, PJ, Addmath and History...
so we only got to study Addmath!!!do not know where Bio or PJ or History teacher went...
who cares?!?!?!
and AddMath teacher kept giving us more and more exercises...
why???
because of some freak's parents complaint to my teacher that there was not any homework for Addmath!!!like hello?!?!?!
my parents complained that I have too much AddMath homework!!!because all my parents see me doing is Addmath homework...and nothing else...

well...exams are near...blogging lessens...
studying burdens...
sales speed up...
life is hectic...

a very MU birthday...

2010-07-23T23:30:00.026+08:00

today...is a great day...why???
it is...
Darcy's birthday!!!my darling!!!
before this...I had to replace my tuition...and guess what???
mummy and I borrowed the same book!!!

I was stupid enough to not notice the book is upside down...
so...Friday new timetable was awesome!!!only civic...english...bahasa melayu...and moral...
it means...no homework!!!I got prepared...especially the makeup...
then Stormy came!!!wee!!!
off we went!!!to Darcy's house for her birthday!!!
and Stormy is a K-pop fan freak!!!why me?!?!?!and she likes HeeChul!!!
good thing she does not like LeeTeuk!!!ehehe...
and I recently am obsessed with Yesung!!!
so...we watched the musicbank at Darcy's house...although she was not quite thrilled...
since we are korean music haters!!!yay!!!

but I wanted to watch Super Junior's last performance on musicbank...and Yesung!!!
why the hell are they dressed in pink?!?!?!so ugly!!!
and LeeTeuk's hair colour...good improvement...but his hair...still gay...
and the chart...why is No Other number 8?!?!?!
I don't mind Queen being No.3...

or even Taeyang to be number 1...but...

WHY IS IT FREAKING MISS A?!?!?!
GOOD GIRL BAD GIRL?!?!?!
ITS FREAKING STUPID!!!SERIOUS STUPID!!!KOREANS VOTING MUST HAVE A PROBLEM!!!
DO THEY HAVE PROBLEMS IN THEIR BRAINS?!?!?!
I RATHER HAVE TAEYANG WIN!!!
FREAKING UGLY PINKIE HAIRED WOMAN!!!
EVEN THEIR FASHION SENSE SUCKS OUT LOUD!!!

I do not feel much better...

but we had a makeup session...
I wanted to do some exaggerating look...but...it turned out horribly wrong...

looks like I was beaten up by Super Junior fans...
well...I shall just draw eyeliner...
on my eyes...
Stormy did not want to put makeup...so she helped us out...
colouring Darcy's hair...

quite faint...
for some reason...Stormy became our makeup artist...
she knows better than us...
so the end product...
I look so evil!!!yay!!!
hooray Stormy!!!

well...onto the party...
by the time we were finished...
we faster got dressed...
look at my awesome look!!!I love my shades!!!

a close up on the eye makeup...

we played twister...2 guys 2 girls...just to make it more interesting...
plus a person leading...
so we got pretty interesting positions...
my posing never fails!!!

ouch...

I am not flexible...

I think I was falling...

oh yeah!!!

I had to lie on Darcy...
well...Darcy fell on me...causing me to fall...
left the two guys...and they had to do the Doggy Position!!!AHAHAHA!!!
but actually half of the people was watching Avatar...
and Stormy and I were watching Bonamana...No Other...Queen...Shock...why???
we were freaking bored...

so then...cut the cake time!!!
the very unattractive box...

I was quite zha dou...

why MU?!?!?!

so happy...

so cacated...

candle time!!!

Happy Birthday!!!
生日快乐！！！
selamat hari jadi!!!
too bad we did not sing Tamil...or Hokkien...or Cantonese...or Korean...

out out brief candle!!!

when you wish...
upon your cake...

bye MU!!!
Darcy smeared icing all over my face...
going to get her and Au back...
Au is the commanding guy in twister...
it is...water fight time!!!
I got back on Au and Birthday Girl!!!muahahaha!!!so fun!!!in the end...only 1 guy did not get wet...
it is not that we did not want to spray him...he ran...
he ran fast...even riding bicycle also cannot chase after him...
so..the party ended...
present opening time...the other presents made my mascara look like shit...
because it was all MU stuff...

actually...we did not talk about anything that night...we were very sleepy...
sad thing though...

next day...we planned to go swimming...
at the club...
and well...
the club said that only members can use the swimming pool...
the last time I went there...the club said that non-members can use the pool!!!SO FREAKING WTF MAN!!!I feel like killing the club management...
anyway...Stormy paid for herself...while I was not that willing...
because...RM10.50?!?!?!for the stinking swimming pool!!!
no way I was paying...so I just settle for dryness plus my phone...
I took some pictures...
peace!!!

lying by the pool...

aww!!!so cute!!!

happy happy!!!

their backs...
sad thing I do not have a picture of me in my swimming suit...
I would have look sexy!!!haha!!!

then we ate at the club's restaurant...
my ice lemon tea!!!
there was not a picture of the food because I was hungry I could not wait...

after eating...I saw Darcy and Stormy walking on the path...and picture taking opportunity!!!
the path...
we will walk together...
forever...and ever...and ever...

Darcy and Icy!!!

Stormy and Icy!!!
so...after that...
preparing for the shopping trip!!!
I was suppose to buying more gifts for Darcy and Stormy...
so...
we went to Bukit Tinggi...
then we went to buy movie tickets...tell you the movie later...
we went in comic paradise...Stormy bought some books...
and went in Speedy...she wants U-kiss album...and Beast album...
but it was quite expensive...and there was no U-kiss album to be found...

and I bought a corset looking belt...for RM19.90!!!
how awesome is that?!?!?!
although I wanted the jeans colour with lace that looks like the Queen's mv dancers...

went to Popular...
and I saw this...
Bonamana 4th album...
the front...

the back...

and Yesung~~~!!!
but it was RM59.90...had no money...

so Stormy found her U-kiss and Beast album...
and she left with RM40...
as if she can afford both...
so Darcy and I planned to buy Beast album since it was more expensive...but Stormy bought the Beast album...
our turn to buy the U-kiss album...
lucky Stormy wanted to test the CD out...
so Darcy lead her away while I go pay somewhere else...
at the cashier counter...
I was quite jumpy...and the cashier was giving me a weird look...like I am high on drugs or something...
at one time...Stormy was looking for me and turned around...I thought she saw me...I quickly hide behind the counter...
luckily Darcy distracted her...
finally finish...
and Stormy was just done...and she was quite sad because she does not have her U-kiss album...yet...
she actually thought I was still looking at Yesung in the Bonamana album!!!
although he looks quite gay with makeup on...

anyway...I treated both of them to some ice thingy...
luckily Stormy went to the toilet...and we stuff the CD in her bag...
and she noticed why the CD became so thick...and found the CD...we thought we could surprised her in the end of the day...
she thought she accidentally took it or something...
I thought she would kill me...because she forbid me to buy it...
but she was so freaking happy!!!
anyway...picture taking time...
feeding time!!!

sad pink sand and brown mud...

shades indoor!!!

and it is...
Eclipse time...

I think the blurr one looks better...
actually they wanted to watch Despicable Me...but I already watched it...
then Stormy suggested The Last Song...but it was not in the movie list...
we had to watch Eclipse...and it is a good thing we are not Eclipse fan!!!
and we almost slept in the movie...
the funniest part was when Jacob said...
"You know that I'm hotter than you..."so funny!!!
that was it...and this new Victoria was not evil looking as the last one...she looks more pitiful here...

dinner time!!!we ate at Sakai Sushi...
eat until I am so bloated...
I do not know where I got the chopsticks idea...

fierce!!!

last shot...
I went home so reluctantly...
and said to Stormy...
"Beast my foot!!!"

U-kiss my foot!!!"say it out loud and you will get it!!!
because the next time we will meet is at November...my birthday...
and they promised to go camp with me!!!hooray!!!

nowonder SuJu is addicting...

2010-07-19T20:24:00.009+08:00

yo...
my friends are so obsessed with...the biggest boy band in Korea...

well...I am not a fan at all...
but if you ask me...
my favorite member is Ye Sung...
if you ask why I chose him...it is because he looks hot in the No Other mv!!!
this is his before picture...
very shock!!!
I cannot believe he was so freaking freaking freaking ugly!!!
I mean...he looks so freaking freaking freaking GAY!!!
why must he be one of the gaylords?!?!?!
never mind...as long as he looks hot now!!!
he looks best in sleeveless and V-neck shirts...but not plunging V-necks...
sleeveless to show off his newly developed muscles!!!

anyway...on to funny msn chats about SuJu!!!
ever since the No Other mv...I have been learning their names and faces...
it was easier to criticize them now...
because I can criticize directly...without just saying...
Super Junior is gay!!!so yay me!!!
easier for me!!!bring it on ladies!!!
well...been talking to friends about them...so...
in one conversation I talked with GA...
and she asked me to save the conversation...
but I add this part at the bottom...

~*- 3viL IcY -*~-heartless devil... says:
i hate u!!!
Super Junior sucks right???

SeptJo [Mianhae] says:
ya!
omg
you are reading my mind!

~*- 3viL IcY -*~-heartless devil... says:
i know right?!?!?!
and they all gays right???
especially Siwon and Ryeowook!!!
muahahaha

SeptJo [Mianhae] says:
yea!
especially him!
he is like gay!

~*- 3viL IcY -*~-heartless devil... says:
yea yea!!!
ehehe…

SeptJo [Mianhae] says:
I cannot believe I was so obsessed with them!
you saved me Kimmy!

~*- 3viL IcY -*~-heartless devil... says:
it is all in a day’s work!!!:3

SeptJo [Mianhae] says:
I shall join you in your anti-ing in SuJu!

well...she is going to sue me for being an imposter...
but it was funny!!!

this next one is...just today...while I was asking what kind of skirts suite me best...

~*- 3viL IcY -*~-heartless devil...~*-|cY K|m-~*-weird split personality... says:
i dont own any skirt
coz i actually asked 2 of my friends
n their answer are so similiar
they said jeans skirt
or those tight fitting
n i not so suitable for girly frilly layer type
what they said

SeptJo [Mianhae] says:
Because you don't look that girlish

~*- 3viL IcY -*~-heartless devil...~*-|cY K|m-~*-weird split personality... says:
obviously

SeptJo [Mianhae] says:
But I think you'll look good

~*- 3viL IcY -*~-heartless devil...~*-|cY K|m-~*-weird split personality... says:
m not leeteuk u no...

SeptJo [Mianhae] says:
Well, SORRY, LEETEUK DOESNT WEAR A SKIRT
Anyway~

~*- 3viL IcY -*~-heartless devil...~*-|cY K|m-~*-weird split personality... says:
AHAHAHAHA

actually I meant that LeeTeuk looks more girl than me...
stay tune for more criticizing!!!

yes...very despicable of me!!!

2010-07-18T19:49:00.005+08:00

want to know what happen last night???
sure...it was something like this...
"Super Junior sucks!!!out loud!!!"
"no they don't!!!"
"yes!!!all of them are gay!!!"
"no!!!"
"especially Leeteuk!!!I call him the smiling idiot!!!"
"he is not a smiling idiot!!!"
"yes he is!!!he smiles 24 hours!!!"
"yes he smiles a lot...but he is not an idiot!!!
he is a smiling angel!!!"
"AHAHAHA!!!ANGEL?!?!?!he is not an angel!!!more like a idiot..."
"smiling angel~!!!"
"whatever!!!
Heechul is the emo freak!!!"
"he is not a emo freak!!!"
"yes he is!!!look in the mv...emo freak!!!"
"no!!!he is pretty!!!just like Leeteuk!!!"
"AHAHA!!!Leeteuk got a face like girl man!!!even my face not even that girl!!!and he looks like he done plastic surgery...
and Heechul hair is freaking ugly!!!"
"Leeteuk got do plastic surgery before..."
"I knew it!!!"
"because he met in an accident...then his face cacated...
and Heechul hair is not ugly!!!it's his prettiness!!!that is why people like him..."
"right...freaking ugly!!!
actually Ryeowook is ok one...but his hair is a nuisance when he is dancing..."
"yala..."
"KyuhYun sucks!!!"
*hits me with pillow...very painfully...*
"damn you!!!damn you!!!
he so rocks!!!"
"ya...eat rocks..."
*pokes pokes pokes...very hardly...*
"Kyuhyun..."
*glares...*
"is hot???"
"YES!!!"well...that was the main thing...I finally got back on criticizing!!!
there was more hitting and poking and eye blinding actually...
then...went for dancing...we learn the robot...again...but harder...
but I need to concentrate on the No Other dance...
well show you my secret on dancing...after the party...

later...AWR,AWQ and AWW took me to watch...

Despicable Me

I love them so much!!!
but I won't stop criticizing!!!

this is a must watch!!!it is so freaking funny!!!
Agnes is sooooooo cute!!!
I love the it's so fluffy part!!!everybody laughed like shit!!!
a must watch!!!
then the end of the day...
school...
you darken my day...

Bon Odori over Twelveans Unmasked!!!

2010-07-17T19:35:00.002+08:00

hey everybody!!!
today is a happy day!!!
I went to Sunway with my aunt and cousin...because my aunt wanted to get a iphone!!!
so good!!!thanks to her company...
but we had problems...with Maxis staff...MAXIS IS LOUSY!!!in Sunway Pyramid anyway...
the staff really sucks!!!
we spend more than 2 hours waiting...though we went to popular while left my aunt to settle maxis...
there was a event at popular...stabilo advertising their 7 hour left in the open and won't dry highlighter...
the games were guitar hero 3...and he got in the high score...and got a goody bag...
and later went in bonita...I want their accessories!!!mummy would not let...
and ate lunch at i-canton...
then went in Forever 21...trying to find something for Darcy for her birthday...
then Kitschen...I found the most perfect sunglasses ever!!!
and my mom bought it for me!!!I love my mom!!!and kitschen!!!for having the most perfect sunglasses that I can dance with at Darcy's party!!!
and I really fail to get a present for Darcy!!!
so...anyway...Kitschen is having a sale!!!it is quite unbelievable for Kitschen!!!
it is like 1 year 1 sale...there was this stripe bodycon skirts...I really like them...but my mom was like...I do not like that...
the different taste of the generations...
but it is quite cheap!!!but I got my sunglasses!!!

anyway...went to Bon Odori with AWQ and AWR later...
they came and fetched me and my bro...
so...it was traffic...obviously...but it was traffic starting from Subang!!!
we reached at 6pm...we went to buy food first...me and my bro were in charge of lining up at the longest line...while they went everywhere else for other food...
after buying it...2 minutes later...it has vanished!!!
and we went for the dancing!!!so fun!!!3 dance altogether...
each dance...do it twice...but repeating the moves...

it was fun!!!but my bro danced until his back was in pain!!!haha!!!
then I went sleepover at AWW house...
since she owes me...I was suppose to following her...
but instead I went with AWQ and AWR...not that I regret it...
so then...I told her...she owes me to criticize Super Junior!!!
sleepover!!!haha!!!see how I torture you!!!too bad...I do not have any pictures...

and tonight is also the night of my school's...Twelveans Unmasked...or just in plain form...talent night...
I heard it was awesome despite of the scary stories...
so then...on to criticizing...

last day of exercise exam is the weirdest...

2010-07-16T14:07:00.003+08:00

today...is the end of Latih Tubi/exercise examination...
but quite boring...at least Oga printed the lyrics to No Other so I was not that bored...
I tried to sing it...I shall stick to dancing!!!
yes...I am dancing that...for Darcy's birthday party...
I am so happy for being able to see her again!!!
time to practice...and I was able to do the hip thrust move!!!
too bad GA and Grandma ain't here...they hate me!!!just because they want to skip moral!!!
damn you all!!!you should have seen my hip moves!!!

and guess what happen...before our moral latih tubi...
we heard the grill door banging sound...so loud!!!
and I heard from people that it is from the forbidden area upstairs...
the conclusion is it might be supernatural thing...
you know...ghost...
a story from a friend...
"I heard arr...that the guy went in the forbidden area...he said that...he followed a chinese lady in there...and that time the doors are open...the area has not been open since year 2000...so he followed her in...went into the room...then saw a diary on the table...he open and read it...and he laughed out loud in the room...then he realize he was in the room alone...and called for help..."well...from other resources...
I heard that his best friend went in and broke down the door and dragged him out...
and I also heard he was banging his head on the door...
I also heard that he was acting strange...he kept writing in a diary...and never let anyone see it...

anyway...before this...I heard from my bro that the school was haunted...so I am quite relieve that I am not attending the Twelveans Unmasked...since it is until midnight!!!scary...

and to brighten the mood...
I saw this video!!!

we cannot miss this awesome movie!!!
well...time to practice...

Head of Cleanliness?!?!?!

2010-07-14T19:38:00.002+08:00

wow!!!great news!!!
my class is changing the Head of Cleanliness!!!because my friend did not really do her job...
the worst news in the world...
I am picked as the new Head of Cleanliness!!!why does have to be me?!?!?!
but I heard the second candidate was Oga!!!why me?!?!?!
just because I am so fierce that I can order the guys to do the work?!?!?!
ok...that maybe the case...but still...me...right...
anyway...I finished the schedule for the work!!!
so I guess teacher picked correctly???though our class is on the verge of being summon for dirty class...

finally!!!it's out!!!

2010-07-12T17:15:00.005+08:00

yay!!!after a long and strenuous waiting...
it is finally out!!!
please vote for me!!!I would really appreciate your precious vote!!!
now...I shall find my best friends who will help me...and would not run away...

to vote for me...
CLICK HEREthen...fill in your name and email address...
and click the facebook connect button!!!

I will love you!!!
and I will do anything you say!!!well...not everything...
but I can love Super Junior for about 10 seconds!!!
once again...
support me!!!

I'm seriously in???

2010-07-12T09:00:00.004+08:00

I have been waiting for 12 June for so long...
and one day...I came home...checked my email...
and...a email from Rachel Foong...
I was like...who the hell???
reads title...

My Success, My Dreams Blogging Contest - A congratulatory tea party‏
omg???omg?!?!?!omg!!!*going to faint*
I am in the top 10!!!one of the short listed!!!
I was estatic!!!
and I was frantically smsing Joh!!!asking her to check her email!!!
but...she did not receive any email...
we will see the results...and confirm it...
I need Joh!!!my GA!!!I need her guidance...
actually...if it weren't for her...I would not have entered although I had the intention...
now...I shall wait and see the other 9 bloggers who made it...

too bad I cannot go to the tea party...since no transport...if only it was on a weekend...
never mind that...
I hope you can support my essay on My Dream Story of Success...
it is a simple essay...and what I hope for...so please and thank you for your support!!!
and thank you to the judges from Sunway University College!!!
do you like my pictures of me???ehehe...

Oga and I's destine...

2010-07-10T19:54:00.000+08:00

today...Oga and I planned to go to SMK Seafield for their school carnival!!!
and the first thing you would see is...so many people!!!
but...there was so much space for you to walk!!!unlike my school...so lame!!!
and there was this Electro Haus!!!I wanted to go in...but...
Oga was with me...and the music is really loud!!!
I think I am more suitable was the nightlife!!!haha!!!

we went to their hall...met Looi...Heimrick...and Min Ling...
they had this game called twister...
we all wanted to play...but they went for this tarot reading...who would spend their money on this?!?!?!
although quite creative...
so Oga and I went here and there...saw people from here and there...
the best part was they used laptops and PS2 for the games...
the laptop game was O2JAM...
we did not play O2JAM for a long time...since we played XDO...
Oga and I challenged...and got multiple freebies...since their laptop is quite lousy...
at the end...Oga won...but the beginning I won!!!

and the rest of the money we spend on the wheel of fortune and lucky draw...
wheel of fortune was lousy because...all the prizes were taken...
lucky draw...attractive prizes...especially the plush toys!!!Oga got a teddy!!!
I wanted to make a video...like the Despicable Me...
the part...
'it's so fluffy I can die!!!'
'it's so fluffy!!!'
too bad...I did not get the chance...
then we went to this balloon throwing...and got a beany dog...she took the dog...I took teddy...
conclusion...Seafield is so much awesomer than my school!!!

then we went to Summit...to meet with Pris!!!
for a birthday lunch!!!
we went popular first since there was time...
Oga saw a DVD...Super Junior's Japan tour...like that also buy?!?!?!
and we kept saying zha dou!!!
and I met Cheryl...and Pris almost killed me for telling Cheryl why were we there...
we ate Mc Donalds!!!
and went around Summit...

and lastly...went to Empire!!!
my mom got me a shirt from Tangs...
Oga and I went Toy R Us!!!I was trying to find cat ears!!!to wear for Oga's birthday!!!
we called it Cat Ears Day!!!since her birthday is the same as Misaki in Kaichou Wa Maid-sama...
too bad...we cannot find...
and went to Swalk 88!!!
I bought tweezers and a plier with flat nose...

went home...
then later went Carrefour...and guess what happened???
I saw Oga and her family!!!ZHA DOU MAN!!!
whole day see her and at night also see her?!?!?!
that is it!!!

crap videos!!!

2010-07-09T14:32:00.002+08:00

hey people!!!
I have videos to show you all!!!
why???
because I really had to show you!!!and I have nothing else to blog about!!!
I overcome this video in facebook...posted by a friend...
I can never say...
"I want a cookie"
with the same feeling anymore!!!

this is like the best vampire movie ever!!!

I must admit...
I do not like korean music...
but...
this song is like one of the best!!!
If only Super Junior get famous because of this song...
I think I might have gone crazy over them...
too bad!!!muahahaha!!!
btw...the guy showing off his body...
that was just wrong...

bubz!!!
in conclusion of this video...
all my pimples are the cause of bad digestion...
I am like totally serious...
I had gastric when I was young...so my mom is always onto me about eating right...

finally!!!a Michelle Phan video!!!
and it's bridal!!!
GA will love it!!!
I think that is about it???

Insanity ♥ Me

2011 birthday wishlist...because I am bored...

SPM

useless piece of shit

Graduation night 2011...

NS...

National Service

U-Kiss~~~

bonding with classmates...

Delphi > Explorer or Explorer > Delphi???

the world of Delphi...

FUCK MY LIFE

Last time Vs Now...

Unhappiness in a letter...

holiday=my getaway...

Delphi teachers...classmates...and the crappyness...

2011 isn't getting any better...

I still hate my current class!!!

5 Explorer -> DELPHI?!?!?!

I am changing class!!!

end of the 1st school week...

not a good start...

it's New Year...

2011

bra!!!

3rd Karaoke this month!!!

best Christmas!!!

Merry 2010 Christmas!!!

no more lonely Christmas Eve...

2011 ruined...

2011 SPM will be on15nov-14dec

AGAIN AND AGAIN KAROKE!!!

just spamming my happiness~~~

SANDARA PARK FROM 2NE1 PAWNED YOONA FROM GIRLS’ GENERATION!!!

SANDARA PARK FROM 2NE1 PAWNED YOONA FROM GIRLS’ GENERATION!!!

SANDARA PARK FROM 2NE1 PAWNED YOONA FROM GIRLS’ GENERATION!!!

SANDARA PARK FROM 2NE1 PAWNED YOONA FROM GIRLS’ GENERATION!!!

down the road of my street...my place...my hometown...

Karaoke K-pop!!!

Genting with Joh...'s family!!!

The GDA Truth...

I'm a terrible imaginary wife...

GDA...you suck...

WHY........??????

Glitz...

AWQ almost forgotten birthday!!!

BTS!!!

Ace last day...

after birthday ain't that much better...

Happy Birthday to me...minus the HAPPY...

Indonesia trip...

going Indonesia~~~

my last day of school~~~

holiday started early~~~

happy free day!!!

byebye exams of 2010...

new hair...still same me...

Magazine Whores...

my current K-pop favorite updates...

my tumblr!!!

My Obsessions, My Voice

School exams are finally over!!!

I am now Form 5!!!and taking SPM...and have to go college...to take a course that will determined...your job...your life...your family...your mental state...your salary...etc...

Hush Puppy warehouse sale!!!

exam and music

The Day I Cried...because of a fucking song...

I CRIED!!!

"Teenage Girl slit her wrist because of SNSD's new song Hoot!!!"

Skytrek!!!

october post #1...

I'm sorry bloggy!!!I'm sorry for abandoning you!!!I'm sorry...I do not have any fans...so no need to apologize...

my 2010 Korea trip...

Preparation for Korea!!!

fly to Seoul!!!Unawa dance dance!!!Boom boom boom!!!

Stepping up to Summit!!!

Yesung inspired nails!!!

my daily dosage of Yesung!!!

what a sad Merdeka celebration...

AWR 20th Birthday!!!

Junior Yesung day!!!

2011 SPM will be on
15nov-14dec

SANDARA PARK

FROM 2NE1 PAWNED

YOONA FROM GIRLS’

GENERATION!!!

SANDARA PARK

FROM 2NE1 PAWNED

YOONA FROM GIRLS’

GENERATION!!!

I am now Form 5!!!
and taking SPM...
and have to go college...
to take a course that will determined...
your job...
your life...
your family...
your mental state...
your salary...
etc...

I'm sorry bloggy!!!
I'm sorry for abandoning you!!!
I'm sorry...I do not have any fans...so no need to apologize...

fly to Seoul!!!
Unawa dance dance!!!
Boom boom boom!!!

Thank you Sunway University College!!!

I really ♥ my Ipod touch!!!

and to all those who vote me!!!Thank you too!!!

and to those unwillingly vote for me too!!!

Say I'm back!!!Oh Oh

Control the music now!!!

WHY IS IT FREAKING MISS A?!?!?!
GOOD GIRL BAD GIRL?!?!?!
ITS FREAKING STUPID!!!SERIOUS STUPID!!!KOREANS VOTING MUST HAVE A PROBLEM!!!
DO THEY HAVE PROBLEMS IN THEIR BRAINS?!?!?!
I RATHER HAVE TAEYANG WIN!!!
FREAKING UGLY PINKIE HAIRED WOMAN!!!
EVEN THEIR FASHION SENSE SUCKS OUT LOUD!!!